I was sitting beside Michonne and Carl's legs were on my lap and Carl's upper body was laying on Michonne and he was listening to rick and Daryl talking, I kept thinking about me killing jack and I wanted to cut myself so bad I was digging my nails into my skin until blood started to come out of my arm and Michonne put her hand on my hand telling me to stop
I took a deep breath
"I need to get some air and go for a walk" I whispered and got out of the car and my arm was bleeding still, I had my sword and I started walking
"Where are you going?" Daryl asked
"Crazy town" I said and continued to walk
All of a sudden I felt someone grab my arm but it wasn't a person it was a walker
I quickly killed it I checked for bites or a scratch mark there was nothing I signed in relief
All of a sudden I heard a familiar voice
"Mom" I heard a familiar voice
I turned my head to see Kacy and paisley a huge smile went onto my face
And I ran to them and hugged them giving them kisses
I was crying
"I was so worried I looked for you both everywhere" I said
"Mama" paisley said to me I held her in my arms and I held Kacy in my arms
"Did you find anyone?" I asked
"No sadly" she said
"Rick And and Carl found me then Michonne found us and Daryl found us" I said
"Come on" I said
And we started to walk back
Paisley was playing with my fingers
We got to the group
"Oh thank god you both are alive" rick said to the girls
"Why is there blood all over you're face?" Kacy asked
"Long story" I said
"Hey rick you gonna lock me in a cell again for killing for people at the prison and a few moment ago?" I asked rick
Making him sign
"I'm sorry for that I really am" rick said making me roll my eyes
"In the morning we all will head out" rick said
Michonne Carl Kacy and paisley went to sleep
"You should sleep to" Daryl said to me
"I'm not sleeping" I said
"Go sleep now" Daryl said
"There is no room in the car plus I've been having trouble sleeping" I said
