I had woken up to feel a cold cloth on top of my head, I felt pain on my head making my groan and I held my head
"Relax don't get up" Carol said
I saw that my hand was cuffed to the bed
"Kinky much" I joked making Carol chuckle
"W-what happened?" I asked
"After you shot jack in the head a rock from ceiling and hit you on the head and you blacked out" Carol said
"Rick cuffed you because of what happened and in case you turned" Carol said I signed
"I don't know what happened it's like something took control over my body and my actions" I said
"You're awake" Rick said "I don't know what happened and if you want me to leave I will" I said
"You're not leaving but you're not holding a weapon" rick said
And un cuffed me I held my wrist
"Now I know what it's like to be cuffed I can scratch that off my bucket list" I said getting up
"Also we thought it would be safer if paisley and Kacy weren't so close to you" rick said
"Rick why would I kill the ones I love I didn't love jack" I said "I wouldn't hurt you or the group it's like something took control of me haven't you done that before?" I asked
"No" rick said "jack used to beat me I had to go to a hospital so many fucking times be almost pushed me out of my fucking apartment window and you know how high those city apartments are Rick" I said
Rick signed
"You can't see paisley or Kacy for a week that's it just a week" rick said
"I can handle a week just not any longer" I said " I will do anything to gain back that trust" I said "go to your cell" rick said
And I walked up the stairs and went to my cell and rick locked the door
I laid in my bed thinking of what I had done I cried myself to sleep that night
