The end || Randy

𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚.

ANDY POVS

I was in front of Rye's door.
I'm scared.
and if he did not want to talk to me?
I breathed and opened the door, maybe I should have called before.
Rye was sitting on his bed with his hands on his head, when he heard the door quickly, he looked where he was and what I saw afterwards broke me completely.

He was crying.

His eyes were red and swollen, he had traces of tears on his cheeks, he could not see this.
I did not think about it and I approached Rye quickly to hug him.

"Babe, don't cry, please" I said whispered in his ear

Rye cried harder burying her head in my shoulder
This was my fault, it was all my fault.
Rye minutes later it began to calm down, and little by little it was separating from me.
I did not realize I was crying until Rye wiped a tear from my cheek with my finger.

"Please, Rye, p-please, do not cry for me..., do not do it, no, no, please" I said
"My small, stop, please, I'm good" He said me
"You're not good, just say it to make me feel good, but you only make me feel worse" I said
"It's okay Andy, we're not good" He said me whispered
"Rye, I did not want to do this, I told you, I did not want to hurt you" I said
"Andy, look at me, I do not care how bad it ends, I do not care if you hurt me again, I just want to be by your side and I do not care if you hurt me, I need you, you need me, we need each other, together we can overcome this" He said suddenly
"I'm sorry, i love you..." I whispered
"I love you too Andy, but do not leave me" He said me
"I never would" I said
"You promise?" He asked me
"I promise"

RYE POVS

Andy and I got up and hugged each other, I could not deny that I loved having Andy around.

"Can we just lie there?" Andy said separating from me, and pointing to my bed
"Sure" I whispered smiling

Andy took my hand, and we lie on the bed, I joined more to him and he put his head on my chest.
It made me feel things that nobody had achieved before, and that scared me.
But on the one hand, I would always stay that way, with Andy.

It did not take long when I opened my eyes again, I had fallen asleep.
Andy was in my arms still asleep, he looked so cute.
I do not want to get up, I want to stay here always, with Andy in my arms.
He makes my life complete, I would like to be with him the rest of my life, but that's impossible, I'm just your best friend, maybe if it was your boyfrie... what?
"Rye you do not like Andy like something else" I repead myself
Andy can't like me, I like girls.
I sighed, he confuses me

Andy started to move slowly

"you woke up?"

"what do you think?" He said me joking

"How funny..." I whispered

Andy turned around, coming face to face with me

"Yes, I'm awake" He said me smiling

"I've noticed" I said joking

"I'm not the only one funny here..." He said smiling at me

We both smile at the same time

"are you good?" I said seriously
"Yeah, I am" he smiled

"Then it's okay" I said

"what do we do now?" I asked me

"It's too late" I answered

"I am not sleepy yet" He told me putting a sad face, he is too tender

"normal, we just woke up" I said

"what time is it?" He asked me

"It'sthree in the morning" I answered

"You know what that means?" He asked me smiling

"Uhm no, I dont know" I answere

"that means we have the house to ourselves alone" He said smiling like a little boy

Okay, I think I thought in a double sense.

I gave myself a mental blow because of the image that I do appeared in my head.

"Oh, the boys are  sleeping" I said seriously
"I know, but we will not make noise, do it for me" He said sadly

I could not say no.

"What do you wanna do" I said

he smiled and a chill ran down my back.

"Can we paint the faces of the boys?" He asked me smiling
"um, if that's what you want" I answered

He came out of my arms and got up from the bed, looked at me expecting me to do the same as me, so I sighed and got up.

"This is going to be fun" I whispered

Andy and I started walking down the dark corridor, with permanent markers in hand, thinking about which room we would go first.

"We can go to Mikey,Jack and Brooklyn will be together" Andy asked me
"It's good" I answered

Andy opened the door to Mikey's room and we both tried not to make noise
We could see Mikey completely asleep covered with a simple sheet.
Andy looked at me smiling and began to paint Mikey's face, seconds later I saw him separated from him and smiled for what he had done.
I went up to Mikey to see what Andy had put on and I managed to see that he wrote "I love Randy forever" and painted some strange signs that I did not understand.
I smiled at Andy and, without saying anything, we left Mikey's room to enter the Brooklyn room.
Andy opened the door and before entering he turned and smiled.

"What happened?" I asked at Andy

He pointed to me inside the room, I approached Andy and looked through the door.
I could see a beautiful picture, Brooklyn was sleeping on Jack's bare chest, and they were very cuddled

"Oh, this is lovely" I said
"Yes, they are really precious when they are together" He answered smiling at me

I smiled back at Andy and headed to the room.
I went to Jack's abdomen and painted a dick there, I felt like a little boy
I saw what Andy was doing, he painted a mustache on the face of Brooklyn, he looked concentrated, I suppressed the laughter so as not to laugh.
Brooklyn moves slightly and Rye and I look at each other.

"I think we should go" I whispered

He nodded
Andy and I quickly left the Brooklyn room and returned to mine, we both looked at each other and laughed.

"that has been fine" He said me
"Yeahh" I said laughing
"Then we can sleep?" I asked
"Oh, you're bored" Andy said
"No, i'm just sleepy" I said
"we slept about five hours before" He said me
"I do not care, I want to sleep" I smiled
"It's good" He said
"Good night fovvs" I said lying on my bed

He does not answer and looks at the nervous floor, I may have said something bad.

"Can I stay with you only tonight?" He asked me
"Of course, this room is of both" I said suprised

He smiled

"I mean here" He pount my bed "withyou"

I noticed something inside of me exploded when I heard Andy say those words, obviously I wanted him to be with me.

"Sure" I smiled

Andy and I got under the blankets and hugged Andy hitting more to my

"Good night fovvs" I said
"Good night Rye" He answered