The end || Randy

𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕.

ANDY POVS

I was in the bathroom in Mikey's room, cleaning the recent mark on my skin, it was a little deeper than the previous ones, I was bleeding too much.
I was stuck in Mikey's room all afternoon since Rye locked himself in his room after I yelled at him.
Mikey was with Brooklyn and Jack after I asked him if I could be alone.
I may regret having yelled at Rye that way, I understand that he just wanted to help me, but, he can not forbid me to do something, I wanted to do it and he was not going to stop.
I finished cleaning everything I did and sat on the bed.

"Andy, let's have dinner now, and I do not accept a no for an answer" Mikey yelled from the kitchen
"I do not want to do it" I answered
"Do not make me force you, you have to eat something, or I'll call Blair" He said

He knew it, Blair could not find out anything, he would have to go down if or if.
I left Mikey's room, now I would have to see Rye during the whole dinner, I do not feel like talking to him.

I came to the kitchen and looked at the table, there were only Mikey, Jack and Brooklyn.

"Where is Rye?" I asked
"he does not want to leave his room" Mikey answered

It was my fault

I did not say anything and I sat at the table with the boys

"I made your favorite dish" Mikey said me
"Thank" I just say

The boys look at me surprised, probably if it had been a few months ago, I would have started jumping, but now, I do not care.
I hated being watched, they were waiting for me to eat, I was getting tired of this

I started eating, and I could notice a small smile on the face of the boys.

We had finished eating, in the end I listened to the guys, and ate what Mikey did, I miss eating like this, but now I felt bad for doing it.
I was thinking, and maybe I was spent a little bit with Rye.

Brooklyn and Jack said they would go to their room, they were tired.
And I was helping Mikey clean up.

"Can I talk to you about something?" Mikey asked me
"Sure" I answered

He came up to me and stared at me.

"I know everything Andy" He said me suddenly
"How?" I asked a little surprised
"I know why you shouted at Rye" He said me, looking at me seriously

I did not know what to say, and three people know my secret, I could not afford to do that again.

"Rye told you?" I said angrily
"Hey, let Rye out of this, he did not do anything" He said me seriously
"Then?" I asked
"I just saw the blades in your sweatshirt" He said me, looking into my eyes
"I'm sorry, I'm stinking the band, if something happens because of me I..." I said looking the ground
"Oh..."Mikey put a finger on my chin making me look at him "you will never stain the band, you are the best we have"
"Do not say that, I am a bad influence" I said
"Oh haha you are not" He said me
"Yes, I yelled at Rye, now he does not want to leave the room, and all he can do is worry about me, when he just left his girlfriend"
"Oh Andy, how do you want him not to worry about you after what happened?" He said me

I did not know what Mickey is referring to.

"What do you mean?" I asked
"Oh...sorry..." Mikey he got nervous
"Mikey?" I said whispered
"He did not tell you?" He asked me
"No..." I said
"Oh, I'm sorry" He said
"Then, what do you mean?" I asked again
"I can not tell you anything, Andy, but do not take it so seriously, Rye is normal to be like that" He said me
"should I be worried?" I asked
"no, you just should not talk to her like that" He answered
"I have to talk with him" I said

Mikey nodded his head.

I was worried, and he was not like that because of me, something had happened, and the worst thing was that he had acted badly.