The end || Randy

𝑨𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔.

ANDY POVS

Wait, that's Rye's voice.
did not care about my wound, I did not care about anything, was it Rye who was out there out, four days earlier than expected?
I opened the bathroom door and ran to where the screaming came from, he kept cursing loudly.
I went to the living room, Rye walked from side to side, with his hands on his head, shouting loudly.
"Rye?" I said
He stopped and stared at me.
He was not my Rye, he was not my beautiful Rye, the happiest I know, now his eyes reflected sadness, anger.
Then, suddenly, he approached me hugging me so hard.
I swayed a few seconds in my place trying not to lose balance because of the impact.
I managed to hold on, I felt his breath on my neck, causing it to tremble.
Shortly after I felt something cold on my neck, he was crying.
I quickly try to separate myself from him, just to make sure he is physically well.
But he did not leave me, I pressed myself more against his body, as if he feared that I would leave.
He kept me silent for a few seconds, I returned the hug, I waited a few seconds, until I realized that little by little he calmed down.
I tried this time to separate myself from him slowly, I needed to know what happened to him, I would destroy the person who did this to him.
I broke the hug looking at his face, his cheeks were full of tears that fell from his eyes, this image completely destroyed me.

"Rye ... what happened?" I whispered
"she ... she has cheated me" he answered
"Wh-?" I was going to ask who, but I kept silent, I knew perfectly well who she was.
"Why?!" he shouted again
"Quiet Rye, please..." i said
"What does he have that I do not?" I said sadly
"hey hey hey" I raised his head with my finger making me look at myself "you're perfect Ryan"
"I'm not" he answered "I'm horrible"
I got serious.
He looked at me.
"I do not want to hear what you say again, do not you realize how amazing you are?" I said without thinking
"Why did he leave me then?" He asked
"I don't know, It's the stupidest thing she could do" I smiled sadly
He hugged me again, burying his head in my neck.
I love being close to him.
"I love so much..." He whispered in my neck
"I love you too..." i answered
We were a few minutes in the hug, I would love to stay like this forever.

"I think you have to rest" I whispered breaking the hug
"you can come with me?" He said me
"um, of course if" I answered

I took Rye's hand and led him to the room that he and I shared.
I closed the door when we were both inside and we went to bed together.
He snuggled closer to me and I hugged him ...
Seconds later I noticed how his breathing quieted and he fell asleep.

There is someone behind me moving me.
I still feel his arms around me, it can not be Rye then.
I turned to see the person who had woken me up.
Mikey.
"what happened?" He asked
"More late, I explain you" I whispered
Mikey nodded, understood that it was not the moment.
He left the room and I turned to look at Rye sleeping, it's so cute.
I looked at his lips, those that I would love to kiss, but I can not, he would hate me.
Something caught my attention, a red spot covered my sweatshirt.
Shit.
I did not notice my wound.
I moved slowly trying not to wake up Rye, to go to the bathroom.
"Mmmm" he complained "Where are you going?" He asked me
"I'm only going to the bathroom for a moment"
"Stay with me,please" He said taking my arm.

I groaned automatically, he had touched my wound, without he noticing.

"Are you good?" He asked me, looking at me
"Yeah..." I lie to him
"do not lie to me" he said seriously squeezing his grip on my arm
"R-really, I'm good" I said
"Why is your arm we...t" He asked, but he stopped talking when he saw the bloodstain
"Oh, god Andy, your arm is bleeding" He said me
"I know..." I whispered
"What do you mean?" He asked me, looking at me sadly
"let me go to the bathroom..." I whispered

Well, I'm scared

He denied with his head, he carefully lifted the sleeve of my sweatshirt.
I swear I saw tears in Rye's eyes, or maybe it was because he cried before, it would be that, I would not cry for me.

"tell me you did not do that" He whispered as he ran his fingers through my wounds
"who else?" I said looking at ground

He did not say anything, now he'll think I'm an idiot, I'm crazy, he'll hate me.

Suddenly he returned to join his body with mine hugging me.
I was surprised.

"Do not do it again, please... I need you" He whispered in my ear

A chill ran all over my body, he said he needed me.
I do not want him to feel bad for me.

"Promise me" he said me

I was silent for a few seconds.

"I can't" I whispered
"Please Andy" he said me
"I do not want to promise something that I will not fulfill" I was sincere
"Just try it..." he said
"I don't know...." I whispered
"Do will it for me"
"All right" I said

I realized how he was smiled in my neck  before separating from me.
I kept looking at the ground, I did not dare to look at he.
He put a finger on my chin lifting my gaze to his eyes.

"Why?" He asked me, looking at me sadly
"I..." I did not know how to explain it without him thinking I'm crazy
"Andy, you are the typical happy guy, to whom you can always ask for advice, whom you will always find smiling, to whom you will always transmit happiness" He said
"All that is a lie..." I said
"Did they do something to you?" He asked
I denied with my head
"Nobody did anything... just me..." I whispered
"You...?" He said me so that it would continue
"I hate me, I hate me so much" I whispered trying to look at the ground, but I prevent it.

Suddenly his eyes changed, he became serious.

"Do not ever say that again, you're the most perfect guy I know" He said
"do not say foolishness" I answered
"I do not, it's the truth, Andy, you ... you're ... just perfect, you're a person you can trust, your eyes, your hair, what's wrong with you?" He asked
"I'm not, I'm fat, I'm ugly, I do not do anything right, I'm an insecu-"
Rye put his lips on mine making me shut up, he removed them quickly.
"Do not say that again" He said me

I nodded and went to the bathroom, he should not have done that, for me it is more important than he thinks

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HELLO, I FEEL IF THIS IS A LITTLE BAD
I DO NOT KNOW IF I SHOULD CONTINUE WITH THE HISTORY
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