XO love the weeknd love story

Chapter 78

ALEXIS POV

2 WEEKS LAYER.

Today is the day I bury my mom it's going to be a sad long day. Abel has been great to me and it makes me sad because I have been pushing him away a little bit. I don't mean to but I have just been sad lately. I haven't seen my kids in three weeks I decided that it would be better if they weren't here. I got out of bed and took a nice hot shower. I got dressed in a black dress and black heels. I put my hair in a bun and a little pink lipstick if this is the last time I'm going to see my mom I want to look good.

Lexi we have to go I heard Abel say.

Ok Abel I said back. I looked in the mirror one last time and sighed to myself. I walked out and saw Abel putting on his watch.

I'm ready to go Abel I said.

Alright I'm ready too he said before grabbing my hand.

You look so beautiful baby girl he said to me.

Thank you Abel I said smiling at him a little.

20 MINUTES LATER.

We have arrived at and my heart had dropped and I already feel like crying. Abel came over and opened my door and I seen all my family here. I couldn't be more comfortable then to see my family here to see my mom off.

You ready for this Abel said looking down at me.

Yeah let's get it over with I said.

Hi Alexis I'm sorry for you lost your mom my cousin Shay said.

Thanks shay I'm glad you made it I said back.

Who's this she said referring to Abel.

This is my fiance Abel I said.

Hello Abel said back to her.

I watched as they greeted each other I can tell he is nervous about meeting more of my family. Once we finally got into the room everybody was viewing her body.

ABEL POV

When we got up to look at her body I saw Alexis biting her lip she is trying not to cry. I grabbed her hand gave her a smile letting her know its ok to cry.

She looks beautiful Alexis said I saw a tear drop from her eyes.

She does I said back.

2 HOURS LATER

ALEXIS POV

The funeral just ended and I just buried her. I cried through almost all of it but Abel was there to comfort me. We are back at the hotel packing up to leave and go back to Toronto. Abel came over to me and wrapped his arms around me.

Stop Abel I'm trying to pack up I said. He didn't say anything he moved away from me.

Do you need help Abel I said.

No he said harshly.

Abel I'm sorry don't be like that I said walking over to him.

You keep pushing me away and I am sick of it.

I don't mean to I have been hurting I said looking in his eyes.

Then let me be there for you. I can't bring your mother back but don't push me away when I'm here for you.

Ok Abel I'm sorry I said before pecking his lips. He instantly kissed me back I knew he was craving me we haven't had sex since I came to see my mom. Honestly I was missing it to but I am not giving him the cookie right now.

Abel stop I said to him.

Why he said against my neck and it gave me goose bumps.

I'm not in the mood I said lying my ass off I wanted him so bad but I just buried my mom a hour ago.

You're lying to me but I think I know why he said to me.

Thanks for understanding I said smiling at him.

Yeah yeah but are you ready to go he said.

Yes baby I said getting off him.

I can't wait to get home and see my babies I said with a smile.

I know you are they probably miss the hell out of you Abel said with a smile. Even though I'm without parents it makes me want to be a better one with my kids. I will never take my kids for granted and I will always love them.