Asia -
It's been two days since Rae got here . And I haven't said two words since the argument . Maybe she was right . Maybe I did deserve for rich to abuse me .
I've been under a lot of stress . My daily routine is eat shower sleep . I haven't been feeling like myself but the officers said that that's normal after what I've been through . I'm currently sitting in the living room watching tv when Rae walks in . I get up and walk away as she grabs my waist and turns me in her direction .
" look Asia I'm sorry for everything I've put you through . I just wanna protect you and hold your heart . Give you what you've never had . I wanna be with you . And I'm sorry I've never said that before . I was a coward . But now I'm telling you . I'm sorry and I want you to let me make this right . " Rae said .
I was now in tears . That was a lot for me to take in . When she said those words I wanted to let her love me . Let her show me how to love in return but I had heard this once before and it was all too much for me .
" just give me some time Rae . What you said really hurt me . I have a lot going on right now . Having to look over my shoulder every second of the day is worrying me to death . Not knowing if I'm gonna be killed all because I loved someone who didn't love me back ! Rae I'm just not ready " I said .
I felt her strong arms wrap around my waist and pull me close . She planted a kiss on my forehead and wiped my tears .
" Asia , look at me " she said lifting my chin to look into her eyes . Our bodies were centimeters away I could smell her polo cologne mixed with my pink sugar .
" Rae I can't do this " I said backing away .
" Asia , I don't wanna push you into doing anything you don't want . I'll be here regardless . " she said leaning down . Her soft pink lips smashed into mine . I tried my hardest to fight emotions but it felt so right . It was like we were made to be .
She gripped my ass and sat me on the counter where she moved down to my neck . Kissing my collar bone and chest . My body wanted it but my mind said different . I didn't want her to think it was just a sex thing .
" Rae I can't do this . " I said . I pushed her back and began running out the door and onto the elevator .
Reagan -
I been thinking about Asia like crazy I know she's a good girl so I can't let her get away . I walked into the living room to talk to her but she got up and walked out . I grabbed her waist to get her attention .
We began talking and I can tell she's scared to love . I know she's been hurt and I can see that when I look into her eyes . I wiped her tears and hugged her .
I pulled her closer to me as our lips met . I picked her up and placed her on the counter and began kissing her lips neck and chest . I could tell she liked it but she snatched away and ran out the room onto the elevator .
I walked around looking for her but she was nowhere to be found . After 30 minutes of searching the downstairs of the hotel I finally gave up . I walked over to the bar and sat on the stool .
" can I get a shot of peach ciroc " I asked the bartender . She was dressed in all black with natural hair and a pretty face .
" here you go " she said sliding me the glass .
" you having girl problems huh ? " she asked
" yeah . I fucked up big time . I just wanna gain her trust . by the way I'm Rae . " I said shaking her hand .
" Skylar , But just give her time . She'll come around . " she said shaking mines back.
" i don't know what to do . I just wanna show her she can trust me . I wanna do something nice for her . Show her I appreciate her . " I said drinking a new glass .
