Rae
I sat beside Asia's hospital bed as she slept peacefully . I was in deep thought when the nurse came in .
" is she still sleep ? " she asked
" yeah , she's been tossing and turning a little " I said moving out of her way
" well , I just have to give her her medicine and I'll be out your way . " she said waking her up
After giving Asia the medicine she walked out the room .
" hey babe " Asia greeted me
" hey , how you feeling " I asked moving her hair out of her face .
" a little drowsy . But I'm okay " she said
" I been thinking . We should move . I could transfer my job and we could find a spot together . What you think ? " I asked
" That sounds good and all But don't you think we're moving too fast . I mean we haven't really established anything " she said
" you know how I feel about you . I love you . I ain't never love like this before . I ain't trying to loose you " I said
" but look at what were going through ? I mean I like you too . But Rae we have a lot to work on . I wanna have kids , and be married and be happy . But -" she said
" so what are you saying Asia ? I can't give you that ? Huh ? I sacrificed a lot for you . And you tellin me that basically we just be lovers from a distance . ? I can't give you kids ? We can hop in the BM-Dubb and hit up the sperm bank . I'll play the father role that the bitch ass nigga rich didn't . But you still In love with the nigga who didn't love you " I said grabbing my coat
" where you going ? " she asked
" out " I said
" no Rae please stay . " she begged
" you don't wanna be with me . I can't give you kids . Can't give you that life style . Right? So go get it . I'm done Asia" I said walkin out .
" Rae , im sorry . But it's not that easy . " she said with tears
" Asia . Look you said all you had to say . I'll call one of my partners to make sure you get home safe . I'm out " I said walking out .
Asia -
I know what I said to Rae was fucked up but I just can't see myself with anyone else other than rich . I just can't deal . I mean the only reason why I told her I loved her is because I lost the only person I did love . Rich . Words can't describe how much I miss him .
She took bullets for me , and was here for me so why don't I love her ?
3 days later -
It's been 3 days since I saw or heard from Rae . She really got me worried . I tried calling her and texting her . And no reply .
Today was the day I got released from the hospital . I checked out and proceeded out the door to be greeted by Rae's coworker . She helped me in the car and drove me to the hotel once there I spotted Rae's car in the parking lot .
Once at the room I look only to see Rae sitting on the couch .
" what the hell are you doing ? " I asked
" I'm just chilling watching the game " she said with out looking at me .
" you couldn't pick me up from the hospital cause you watching the fucking game ? " I yelled
" what ? Ask rich " she said chuckling
" fuck you Rae " i yelled
" fuck me ? Fuck you . Forget about me . I'm done . " she said walking to the bedroom
