ｔｅｍｐｏｒａｒｙ ⇒ 𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥

Love is Strange

by Lilshire13

(WARNING self harm and suicide and offensive slurs and swear words)
(PS I apologize to all Klance shippers I'm sorry for doing this)

Lance was going to admit it he was going to admit his feelings to his crush. The boy had a mullet with raven colored hair and his eyes were a gray like purple that made Lance shiver he was positive that Keith liked him.

That one time when they were playing truth or dare everyone was drunk except Lance.

"Hey Keef truth or dare?" Pidge slurred

"Dare!" Keith called out before taking a sip of some weird alcoholic drink.

"Make out with Lance!" Pidge squealed and everyone was laughing and without hesitation Keith had kissed him. It was almost heaven if Keith hadn't tasted sour and bitter with a tang of alcohol.

Lance smiled at the memory and quickly hopped in the shower.  Humming along to his favorite songs. Once ready he ran down stairs and popped a piece of bread into the toaster Lance waited until the familiar ding of the toaster alerted Lance his toast was done. Adding some butter he grabbed a Naked juice from his fridge, heading out toward the bus stop he also made sure to grab his Keys.

The bus ride was quiet not much happened. Lance sat in the back no one came near him and no one said anything to him. As the bus pulled up to the school he saw something he wished he wouldn't have his face was on every bulletin board that he could see the word Faggot printed in bold marker on every single poster as soon as he was off the bus he ran to Keith.

"Keith, Keith please tell me what's going on!" Lance was panicking, he didn't understand and before he could process anything Keith pushed him away

"You are so fucking disgusting!" Keith snarled as a group of kids surrounded them

"You thought I wouldn't discover your little gay crush on me well guess what little fag I'm straight!" Keith grabbed the nearest female and kissed her intently she didn't back down she kissed back until they were practically making out his hand moved under her shirt and Lance couldn't bare it as he started to cry

I never stood a chance
Lance ran
I'm so pathetic
He hauled a taxi
No one could love you
He paid the driver
Such a fucking cry baby
He opened the door
Do it
Lance searched the house
Do it
The voice screamed at him urged him
Tell them your last words
Lance found scratch paper and a pencil
Say goodbye
Lance finished the note
Leave and never return
Lance flagged down another cab
Destination confirmed
Lance wiped away the tears at his eyes
The driver spoke
He said he was fine he lied
He paid and got out
It's perfect just drown
The river over the cliff it was perfect
Pansy
Faggot
Useless
Dumb
He thought you were disgusting
He never loved you
Die
Just jump
His feet moved without his permission
He couldn't stop walking
He was close
The edge
Another step
And another
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling
Cold
Wet
No air
Pain
Numb
Gone
Empty
Nothing
The battle was over and so was Lance

(Depression is not a joke and if you ever feel sad or like you have no one at all you can always talk to me and if you don't feel comfortable talking to me please get help. Every single one of you is important and you should never end your life. You are beautiful and you are important).
Love y'all