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Let Me Go

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363 days. 363 days with her on this planet. 363 days blaming myself for her death. 363 days of per torture. 363 days of trying to convince myself that there was nothing I could have done. 363 days since my friends suicide.
It has almost been a year with her texting me about how life has been going, or her calls that would last hours upon hours, or the silly picture that we would send each other.
I just wish I could see her, or at least see her grave. Since I was so busy I never made it to the funeral. It broke my heart that had to miss it but I just couldn't make it.
In the middle of my thoughts my phone starts to ring and I see it's from my friend Jess.

Y/n-"hey jess"

Jess-"hey y/n. I was wonder if you could come back to America for a while. I know you are busy but-"

Y/n-"Jess. I would love to come back, I think I need to take a break from work anyway. Let my talk to my mangers and I will call you back after I talk to them, okay?"

Jess-"um.. okay.. Are you feeling ok? The y/n I know would never want to miss a day of work. Even if she was literally dying."

Y/n-"Somethings change and they change who you are as a person."

Jess-"I get what you mean. Anyways call later ok?"

Y/n-"ok"

Jess-"bye"

Y/n-"bye Jess"

I hang up the phone and start going towards the studio where everyone, including our mangers are at.
I walk in to see everyone being really busy. I walk towards the manger to talk to her.

Y/n-"Lisa Unnie?"

Lisa-"what is it dongsaeng?"

Y/n-"I was wondering if I could at least 3 days off, 4 at max."

Lisa-"y/n you know you can't do that, mnot right now. We are to close to your comeback for you to just go on break."

Y/n-"Unnie please.."

Lisa-"I said no and no means no, got it! Get back to practicing!"

Y/n-" fine.." I say as I walk away with sadness filling my body

I return to the group and start practicing by myself ten times harder then I usually do. The boys seem to notice but didn't do anything about it.
I continue the entire day doing everything ten times harder and better then I ever do anything.
At the end of the day we all go back to the dorm and I head to my room. I close the door and grab a backpack. I don't care what my manger says I am taking a break. I pack some clothes and other stuff in my bag and I wait. I plan on waiting until everyone is asleep then going and getting a airplane ticket to America.

1:37am Friday Morning, Korea

I quickly write a note for the boys and leave it on my bed. I then slowly and quietly tip toe to the front door and get a Uber to the airport.
Once I get to the airport I get a ticket and wait for my flight. I text Jess to tell her when I will come in.
Once the plane gets there I get on and put my headphones on and listen to my music. I slowly fall asleep on the plane until I get to America.

3:58am Friday Morning, America

I arrived in America almost at 4 in the morning. Jess picks me up from the airport and she takes me back to her place where I am staying for the next couple of days.
Jess goes back to bed and I go to the guest bedroom and just go on social media. I look to see that the boys texted me but I just wanted to avoid everyone in Korea just for a while.
For the next couple of days I am going to relax and have fun. This next couple of days are work, kpop, being a kpop idol free.
Let's just say, I am happy that "they let me go"
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Hey guys. So I am trying to post more but the next couple of weeks are going to be very busy for me so yeah.

Anyway, I am back in Canada because I am going to see BLACKPINK! So do expect me to post pictures in another chapter so yeah.

Also, the next chapter is a continuation of this one so yeah.