Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~

Unwanted Ch.1

"As I burn,

As I break,

I can't take it anymore.

I return to the place,

Where the water covers over everything.

Rescue me somehow.

 

Hold me now,

'Til the fear is leaving,

I am barely breathing.

Crying out.

These tired wings are falling,

I need you to catch me.

Hold me now,

'Til the fear is leaving,

I am barely breathing."

Hold Me Now- Red

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Fag.

Homo.

Fairy.

These are the wonderful words that greet me every morning.

Bitch.

Asshole.

Queer.

These are my goodbyes when I leave school.

I don't know if saying those things makes them feel better, but it sure accomplishes the goal of making me feel like crap. Here let me tell you a little story about how all this started. Well if you’re up for the ride that is. If you are, read along.

*It all started when I was fourteen years old and was a freshman in high school. No one had ever discovered my secret; until then.*

"Honey, aren't you excited for your first day? I want you to do your best because this is where you start making your path to your future." My mom told me while eating breakfast that morning. As usual I ignored her because all her rambling always annoyed me. You nod your head, say a couple of "yes mom" along the way, and your free to go.

I grabbed my plain black backpack, slung it over my arm, and headed out the door. The day was hot and sunny with a cool breeze refreshing it every once in a while. I wasn't looking forward to starting in a new school, especially with no friends to go through it with.

After walking two blocks, a giant building stood in front of me. “Miltonson High School”, it read right across the top of it. Outside was a big statue of a bear representing their mascot.

Well here goes nothing, I thought walking into the building. The halls were packed with kids of all sizes making me feel like a shrimp next to them. People were already giving me weird looks and whispering. Funny how people instantly judge you at first glance.

The bell rang and students started making their way to class. I went to my locker and put my books inside only taking with me the ones I needed. I turned around and immediately crashed against a hard body sending me down to the floor.

"Hey, you’re the new kid right? Hmm, Luke isn't it? Well it doesn't matter anyways. Rumors have been going around about you since this morning and you know what they say?" He asked me looking down at me. What the hell was he talking about? How can people know me if I've never even seen them before?