(Discontinued) You won't understand (underswap sans x depressed reader)

what do you mean? (chapter 14)

readers POV:

I woke up slightly beginning to wake up but felt something wrapped around me which scared me.I opened my eyes and looked behind me to see a sleeping peacefully blueberry he had his arms wrapped around me which was so adorable.I saw him slightly shift which cause me to return to my original position laying the other was curled up but no completely,I heard a slight yawn which made me internally scream in my head about how cute blue is then I remember last nights actions and blushed as read as a tomato.

The bed shifted and I heard soft mumbling coming from behind me.I shut my eyes hoping he wouldn't know I was awake yet and leave me alone to get thoughts straight about what happened last night but part of me never wants him to leave me alone with my deadly thoughts.

"human, are you awake?"he spoke softly yawning between his words which was yet another cute thing about the little cinnamon roll.I was debating answering his question I don't know know why guess I was scared that he might be forcing himself to 'love' something as pathetic as me.The thought brought tears to my eyes thinking that last night was all a lie failing to keep my cries silent I let out a soft whimper which instantly caused blue to turn me over and hug me.From the sudden action I was at shock all I could do was cry onto his shoulder quietly

"human what happened?"he asked with worry and sadness.The only response he got out of me was more soft cries.He began to rub circles on my back slowly calming me down as I began to hug him and rested my head on his shoulder as my sobs died down till I was only whimpering.Neither of us said anything just sitting their silently.

"hu-(y/n) are you okay now?"he spoke with his lovely voice as he continued to rub my back still easing me.I actually wanted to respond this time but my voice was cracked and it made my head say more awful things about me.

"b-blue d-do..."I stopped my self as I thought of his response saying it was all an act to get under my skin or because he didn't want me to feel bad.

"(y/n) what is it I promise I will answer honestly as always"he spoke pulling me so I was sitting on lap as he whipped away my tears with his hands.I began to look into his eyes hoping to get the corage to ask him if it was all true or just a lie like everyone else has said personaly it would hurt a lot more if it was lie because like an idiot I have fallen in love with this adorable skeleton.

"b-blue....d-do you r-really..."I was hesitant to finish my sentence looking away regretting everything that was happing just because I couldn't cry quietly from my pain that I have felt for years.I felt a boney hand grab my chin and forced me to look back at blue when he had sorrow in his eyes (idk but it's possible in this book XD)

"(y/n) I love you with all my heart if that is what this is about.(y/n) I would never lie to you I really do love you"he spoke bringing you closer to him as you soft lips met his teeth which surprisingly weren't cold.the both of you parted since the both of you required air to breath.

blue looked at you with love in his eyes,not fake love but it was true love."I love you"blue said placing his forehead on yours.The tow of you sat in silence but it wasn't awkward it was quite nice.You sadly broke the pleasant silent.

"I love you two blue"I gave him a slight kiss on the teeth then looked at his eyes till I realised we were both blushing brightly.

Both of you heard a door open then close with footsteps.Blue and I got up and went down stairs to see chara and stretch talking on the couch."oh heya blue,kid"stetch said while chara looked up at me with slight worry and fear which filled me with confusion.blue saw me and chara staring at each other oddly but decided not to go into it.Then you realised how are you and blue going to tell stretch you tow might be dating.I mean me and blue have maybe only know each other for one or two weeks time goes fast for you but you had a feeling something was going to happen today but you don't know what...

(I hope you enjoyed yet another chapter and omg thank you all so much for 1k!!!! I didn't realise this book was that good but from the votes and comments I get I guess I sjould think different but anyway see ya soon!! bye!!!)