(Discontinued) You won't understand (underswap sans x depressed reader)

Emotions (chapter 13)

Reader POV:

After the spark of pain in your soul you have been quiet.You felt something but you didn't exactly know what 'It' was.Blue has been bugging you about it but you don't know what to say to him 'Oh I just felt a lot of pain in my soul' but saying pain wasn't the right word.It did hurt but not like in a pain way,It's complicated.

Blue and you were in his room and to be honest it was sorta awkward between you two.I mean he thinks your lying and not telling him the truth but you being honest.

"Human,will you please tell me what happen earlier."blue spoke breaking the silence.You were quiet,not exactly knowing what to say."huma-(y/n) I mean.Why won't yo-" you cut him off screaming

"Blue I don't know what happen!I'm trying to find it out myself I swear I have no idea what happened the spark of pain just happened after I..."you stopped talking after you realised what had happened.You felt emotion.It was rare and if you ever did it would either be depression,anxiety or something out of that sort.

"(Y/n) what?" blue asked not knowing what I'm talking about,I mean I was talking to my self in my head so that's something but would blue understand what it feels like to be you.He's to pure you can't ruin that for him after all it's a gift to be like him.You looked into his eyes and saw him pleading to know what's wrong.He's trying desperately to help you but you do what you usually so and push him away the first person to care about you and you just push them away.It will never happen again but you would never want to hurt him for your well-being it was stupid...stupid to you at least.

Blues POV: (Yes yes I know this is supposed to be on you but I wanted to do his point of view so you can see his pure and innocent brain wanting to help you)

Me and (Y/n) were sitting on my bed as they were deep in thought.I wounder what they are thinking about bout I have a feeling it's bad.I decided to speak hoping to break them out of thought,"human,are you okay?" I asked them hoping for them to open up to me no mater what it takes for that.I saw them shake their head as if they were fighting something.

"um yea,I'm okay"The human spoke with their lovely voice.wait did I just say them?!The human porbaly doesn't like me like that but I care about them so much like more then a friend.I actally didn't relise I started blushing a bright blue and the human looked confused as I covered my face.

"blue are yo-"I cut off the human by getting up.

"y-yea i'm fine"I spoke quickly which normal for me I'm usually confident and full of joy but this human makes my feel butterflies in my stomach and feel my heart beet fast(if that's even possible for him XD)"actually I think Stretch needs me for someth-" I was cut off making a excuse

"why don't like me blue"(Y/n) spoke letting their head fall.THose words broke my soul how could she ever thing that

"(Y/n) no it's not that I swear"I spoke fast again going back over to the human the sight broke me,I saw water running down their cheeks.

"did I do something to mess it up with you to make you want to leave me."

"no human!If we are being honest I really like you.Like I like like you (Y/n)"I said blashing bright blue again and I saw their head perk up filled with confusion.I leaped into hug them as I was going to pull away I felt them hug back tightly crying into my shoulder.

"are you telling the truth,Not some of a trick to capture me."I actually forgot about me taking them into Alphys.I started to stroke their hair.

"no of cause not.I really love you (y/n)."I spoke feeling alittle doubt that they would ever like a skeleton like me.We sat like this for what felt like forever but I wasn't complaining I enjoyed ever second of it.

"I love you two blue"I felt them flinch slightly which broke worry and panic to me"e-even if it hurts me..."the last bit confused me until I felt them soften their grip and I hear soft snores (if you don't snore same but some people do so yea)I pulled away alittle to see them sleeping which made me blush more.I put them on the pillow and tucked us both in as I cuddled up to them,I felt them hug more alittle which made me fall a sleep knowing that we are moving forward and they are slowly opening up to me.And we might now be a couple which I so exciting!

(hiya!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter as I was writing this I was waiting for the new handplates part by Vade anyway I was thinking of starting a new book about you x nightmare but you are like in underverse C's place if you guess would like to see that comment.

!BYE!)