It's Not Real, Darling // Spam Book 2

What

Okay, what the heck-

and again what the heck-

So, you're telling me someone made three fucking uwu accounts just for me?

Um...

I don't deserve this at all...

Why are you guys so kind to me all the time? Omg. I don't deserve any of you.

Literally anyone I'm friends with leaves me and doesn't care about my feelings or just me in general. They either fake being my friend and drop me like I'm nothing or they believe the bad things that people tell them and then drop me and never speak to me again. It's horrible.

So why are you people still nice to me? 😭

Everyone that's nice to me:

You have a heart of a gold and I just- I don't even have the words to describe how much you guys mean to me! Just all my followers are so lovely and everyone that talks to me now since I've come back on wattpad is just lovely and makes em smile so much!!! ❤️

Do I really make you guys smile?

I don't feel like I do. I mean I don't care what people think of me so I just started expressing my emotions and being annoying by posting about Tom 24/7 so how do I make you smile?

You guys DO mean the world to me, no matter what anyone else says I love you guys with all my heart and that's me being honest ❤️ But I guess that's why I get heart all the time, I put too much trust in people and love them with my entire heart only for them to turn around and throw it all back in my face or just stab me in the heart...

I'm so grateful for all of you I-

I'm going to start crying so I'm going how rpa this up! But I'm going to make more appreciation chapters on here because all I've ever wanted to do is just make others happy and help people out! I've stuck up for people when they've been bullied online (even though they didn't help me out or care when I was), I've talked people out of suicide, I had dmed a hate account once and made them see what they're doing is wrong and they deleted their account, I've made a positivity account, I've helped people with their problems, when I was more of an active writer I put you guys first and wrote chapters every day/didn't sleep a lot so I could give you at least ONE chapter a day!

Everything I used to do on my account was for you guys! I want to get back into that routine but before I get there, I need to get through my tests/exams first for my complicated final year at a British high school (which I should have had two years to learn all the content for but they've only given me less than a year because I moved here late but they think I can do it so oof stress) 

Over summer I'm going to have a summer job to pay for driving classes and driving tests when I turn 17. I'm still going to be active every day but the hours I'm active in a day will change.

Anyway, just know I love you guys with my whole ass heart and my whole ass soul! You guys make me extremely happy and I just ugh! I want to hug every single one of them and tell you how much you mean to me ❤️😭🥰

- Mollie xox