A Smile So Alluring | {кιм ѕєσкʝιи ff}✓

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Jin:
"Rain Drips on my Jacket.
Longing for you,
Soaks the corner of my clothes."

Me:
"The Signal you gave me,
A smile;
Came at just the right time."

Jin:
"As I pass by you,
The tips of your hair
Are like grass blown by the
Spring Wind.
Romance is fermenting.
For you, I'm willing to
Chase away all the troubles.
I want to take you to the ends of the Earth.
I want to listen to your Heartbeat,I want to
give you a Hug,
And make the whole world know,Only after meeting you
did I realize how Important you are to Me."

Me:
"No one else can feel your Sweetest Smile."

Jin:
I don't need to look
For anyone else,
Because I've already found You.Our Fate just happenes
to not let anyone else disturb us.Only we know how
Beautiful our Love is.
I want to be around you
Every Minute and
Every Second.
You are so Important
To Me."

Me:
"But I can never be yours.
I can never let you get hurt
Maybe I'm meant to be alone,
But you, you can always have
someone around you,or at least
live your life the fullest, even
Without Me"

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

"Aomma... Saranghamnida! Yah! Appa let's get going"

" Yixin-ah,always be happy, okay?"

"Sure, Aomma"

"khaja khaja"

"Yay! Appa will take us to the park"

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

"wow!! Hurrah!!"

"be careful, okay? Grip the handle tightly, u're just a 7 year old"

"okay, after this, can u gift me something , Aomma?"

"what do you want, dear?"

"your love, I want lots of love, I want you"

"haha, kiddo... U r growing older, I see"

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

"I'm going to buy u something, wait here"

"okay, appa"

"let's go to the other side"

"hm"

I told with a big smile referring how happy I was that day, but I never knew, happiness exists for few minutes, but sadness... Sadness grabbed me for my whole life. I was crosing the road, jumping and laughing,but I never knew, there was a huge car coming. I thought I would die,so I closed my eyes,but a scream could be heared and when I opened my eyes, I saw my mom. She was lying on the ground, the driver escaped and blood dripped from her body. That sight... That sight was something, I would never forget.

"Aomma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

A huge scream could be heared. I almost loose my voice for that moment

"I bought you-Minji!!!!...wha-what just happened? Dai Yixin? Minji, u can't leave me like this! H-hospital... Yes... Hospital... But... Wait, why isn't she breathing!!! "

[End of flashback]

That day was the most horrible day of my life.The one I loved the most, left me. And it happened only because of me. Because I was too careless, she saved me, but... I should've died in her place. My voice came back,when my father consulted the doctor as it was just because of shock.But my father was ill because he always thought of my mom. He loved her a lot,no one can even imagine how much. But I knew how much as one day, when I was 12,he was in the hospital..

[Flashback]
"Y-you know now, y-you are nothing else but an u-unlucky child,who also m-made her parents unluckiest"

"no dad, plz don't tell something like that. I know it was my fault, but I was too small back then"

"Y-you know what, u-u were supposed to die that day, not Minji"

"But.. "

"If I die Today, the cause will be u. It's all because of y-you nasty child"

"Dad, u can't leave me"

"I will"

"Dad,I promise I'll do anything u say"

"anything!?"

"yes"

"U know what. Y-you are the ugliest creature I've ever seen. S-so just do one thing"

"Am I that bad? I'm the ugliest creature? "

"Y-you know what, I loved Minji a lot. Y-you separated us. You'll never get love, y-you'll never get anyone beside y-you. Make yourself so ugly that no one w-will love you. Sho-show your true colours. I'll n-never let anyone love you. MAKE YOURSELF AS UGLY AS YOU CAN"

and he, passed by. He left the world ,saying those words which I never understood at that time. What is love? My grandma started living with me with my grandpa. Grandma gave me lots of love that I wanted. But, when I grew older... Dad's words started running through my mind. I started having nightmares of scratching my face. After suffering a lot, one day, when I turned 12..That was my birthday.I had the same nightmare. That day, I decided to grant my father's wish. I cried till I was satisfied.My nails were little bit long. I stared at my nails and did what I did in my nightmares. I scratched my face until it started
bleeding. I cried louder in pain, a lot of pain. My grandma & grandpa bandaged my face.After few days, my grandma kept mentioning about what I did, but I laughed it off, saying my father is happy now. My grandma always careses my face with her hand. Eventually, I grew older and people started bullying me. I then hated being ugly, but thinking that my father will be happy, I laughed it off and let others do whatever they want to do with me.Grandpa died when I was 17.That night, was the night when I became an ugly creature.

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A/N:End of Preview of "A Smile So Alluring"(KSJ ff) Hope you liked it, it was so tough for me to write this, but I wanted to, so I did. This story will mostly be in Kim DaiYixin's POV which will be in Italic

[Letters in bold which was above, was what Jin and DaiYixin were thinking]

[Edited,No error]