what did it feel like?
"i felt it everywhere, at end narrows of my body to the blood rushing through my veins. i felt it in my head, a broken record playing over and over again. i felt it in my stomach and at the edge of my lips, a craving, a desire. but the place i felt it the most was my heart, and how sometimes i would have to stop myself from whatever it is I'm doing to feel it ache once more throughout the day. it wasn't only a mental feeling, but physical. the feeling so strong where my heart hurts so bad to the point I feel blood will spill from my chest and puddle around me surrounding me in nothing but. red. the color of love, consuming me in a way it has never before. it feels like im drowning, trying to swim up only to find myself tied to an anchor."
