Title: I know better
Description: Just another poem, read it and hopefully ill get a few comments if not...eh :P
Ive been sitting on the couch,
staring at the door
All i can think of is
"just not anymore"
should i leave a note and pack along
the question is, where do i belong?
are you and i a team
is it what you make it seem
two individuals with a baggage of three
all shackled together, so anious to be free
theres alot of shouting with silent tongues
whole lot of suffocation in well breathing lungs
love isn't love, till its felt both ways
life is life, it stays as it stays
20years, an eternity spent denying
a blade to the heart would make it easy dying
never for a second did i think to comprimise
for a person who ive always seem to despise
but i dragged along the days with a numb heart
trying to play according to my part
ive never found myself wrong, neither did i do the right
drama is second nature, so i'd rather pick a fight
so i may have flaws but i blame you for the most
im a hollow of a woman, living as a ghost
we're not a family, we failed to pull through
made the mistakes & dont know how to undo
There was neevr fire but the ashes still layer
and the dust settles on any memory we did share
father & mothers are dreamed as perfect couples
i'd rather be a content single than a horrid double
these may not be the sweetest words
but let me ask you the truth...
would you rather take the bullet OR
be the one to shoot?
So, when you come home to a locked door
You'll find the key under the mat on the floor
'coz i want more, i've always wanted more
& now ive totalled the final score
im leaving you this letter,
with one thing to saym
you know i know better...
ive always known better...
I know better.
By,
MiaCat
