Just..Talking

11:46 pm

so I just finished my last performance of Urinetown

I feel happy, but...hurt

One of my 'friends' made me breakdown before the show, saying that I wouldn't achieve anything and telling me that if anything went wrong, it'd be my fault

Not gonna lie I had no idea he was toxic I was used to being threatened a lot haha

But here I am, crying n...hungry
I was too scared to get food but I'm gonna sleep off the hunger

I've cried way too much oops

I'm tired, I'm happy because of the show n people, but I'm just tired of being...mistreated

and uh..about Fear Garden n supernova

I genuinely apologize if it's terrible. Really.

I'm not great at writing, at all, and I try my hardest to improve at it, but there's just...a. Lot going on
I can feel the dissatisfaction whenever people...read it

Ok

I've spoken a tad too much now

Hopefully I can stop. Crying

Bye