Just..Talking

3:43 pm (a).

you know when you try to end it all but you have makeup running down your face and your eyes sting and you have the pills and you're wondering why can't you do it

I have to go to fucking work in 10 minutes and I have to redo my makeup

but I'm BACK IN THE PIT. Back in the darkened hole where my sorrows greet me

No ones here to pull me back up because everyone who was once here has seen me, and has seen me as a snake.

I have so much trouble trying to love myself and be kind but it's fucking terrible when you see people you once considered a friend continuously reminding you that you're a snake. That you're not and never will be wanted.

I want to kill myself, don't know if I'll be back

either go to work or die in the room (sounds comfy lol)

back to doing my makeup

tty soon.

-Ice.