Is it weird that you can't cry In the shower
Is it just me? It probably is
I Can't. Cry in the shower.But I heaved
I felt like I was crying
Ad now that I'm out of the shower, I'm in tears.
It hit me
My parents words finally hit me
Deadass
There aren't any friends in the world.
No one cares.
No one has, no one ever will.They pretend. They lie and they laugh when you aren't looking.
And you're forgotten. The last one out, the off one no one would ever choose.That's me
It's no wonder I can't communicate well
No wonder I can't help
No wonder I don't have many friends
No wonder I can't find someone specialIm short...fat..
Horribly ugly if I can say..Writing all of this out makes me feel better.
But I just want to die.
I wanna say I'll look back into this chapter and be like "wow edgelord calm yourself"
I can't
I can't see anything# fuck this
hopefully sometime this week I can die
I can't handle this shit anymore
YOU ARE READING
Just..Talking
RandomRandom thoughts n stuff...to let out some emotions Im tired lol