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by IceMintFreeze

by IceMintFreeze

Is it weird that you can't cry In the shower

Is it just me? It probably is
I Can't. Cry in the shower.

But I heaved

I felt like I was crying

Ad now that I'm out of the shower, I'm in tears.

It hit me

My parents words finally hit me

Deadass

There aren't any friends in the world.
No one cares.
No one has, no one ever will.

They pretend. They lie and they laugh when you aren't looking.
And you're forgotten. The last one out, the off one no one would ever choose.

That's me

It's no wonder I can't communicate well
No wonder I can't help
No wonder I don't have many friends
No wonder I can't find someone special

Im short...fat..
Horribly ugly if I can say..

Writing all of this out makes me feel better.

But I just want to die.

I wanna say I'll look back into this chapter and be like "wow edgelord calm yourself"
I can't
I can't see anything

# fuck this

hopefully sometime this week I can die

I can't handle this shit anymore