Just..Talking

1:34 am

nausea
nausea

i hate nausea so much

the first thing I do is panic

I don't want to vomit at all

we just got back

I had so much fun

Im not lying, it was the most fun I've had with the choir

new friends? old friends? absolutely no drama?

Friend of mine spent 30 dollars at McDonald's and it was funny as hell

But the nausea

Holy shit Can the nausea please go away

The rest stops were fun

But I couldn't eat my donut
I couldn't SIP my hot chocolate

I bought a sprite

On one of the coasters I blacked out
Like. My vision darkened, there was jsut...stars
stars

It was for a while , before it came back and it was time to get off

And the dizziness started

My hair is drenched , there's lipstick still on my face (makin me look like a bad bitch, may I add)

but Can the nausea do me a good favor, and leave?

Fell asleep on the bus listening to The Prom soundtrack

Woke up listening to Helpless from Hamilton

What! The fuck

Ok.

1:39 am.

The nausea is subtle...and it's getting harder to type

this is like some post-park requiem bullshit not gonna lie

could I write something? Yes

ok enough of me rambling

My brain feels like mush n I'm gonna rest as much as I can before the nausea comes back

goodnight

- 1:42 am