Just..Talking

12:18

listening to a lot of lovey dovey songs is something I regret

i fill myself with this hope, thinking that 'hey! I'll find a girlfriend and I'll love her! Maybe things will look up!'

and they don't.

I should be sleeping but this is the third night that I'm crying until I fall asleep I'm really not! gonna make it anywhere
I can't write I won't make any change I won't make an impact I won't be able to do anything because I'm worthless!
Im an awful person and I don't understand how people like me, I don't know why, I'm toxic and bad and nothing but bad Nd I shouldn't even be ALIIIIIVE

Im Just human garbage, Ice is human garbage everyone! special psa