Roses for a Santo (On My Block's Oscar Díaz)

Chapter 10

"Que mierdas!" I cursed into my pillow when my alarm went off.

Getting off of bed, I looked at myself on my mirror. The under-eyes were bad but I just shrugged it off like nothing.

I've been definetly not a morning person lately. My mood was down and everything will piss me off quickly.

Elena and Catalina will come with comments like "Why are you depressed?" or "What did Oscar do?"

That last one will bother me more because even though I didn't want to admit it to them he was definetly the reason why I'm so moody.

I was so confused whether if I was reasonable and if I did the right thing. More days pass by and the more I kinda feel...guilty.

Oscar is totally wrong for what he is doing with his brother but besides that, he is not that bad. I kept thinking about how he will stare at me whenever we talked and I it was evident he was really into me.

But I was still annoyed with how irrational he got when it comes to the Santos life. I felt bad for not giving him the chance but I was also scared of what will happened once he is. Mostly worrying about my sisters.

"Ugh!" I groaned in fustration, my head was in such deep thought because of Oscar and I felt embarassed that my attitude was down because of a damn guy.

"I gotta listen to Beyoncé to feel better."

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"Rosario!" Catalina called me from outside. "Mimi is here!"

"Mimi?" I quickly made my way outside, Elena and Catalina were on the porch with Jamal and Ruby.

Monse and Cesar wasn't around, well, they weren't around that much lately. Wierd.

"Why didn't you called!?" I smiled when I saw Mimi get out of her car. It was nice to see Mimi again but I feel bad whenever she comes since she lives like an hour away.

"Why I can't visit my friend?" She feigned hurt, rolling her eyes at me.

"Estupida!" I scoffed. "Is not that, I could've made food to welcome you properly."

"You think I only come for food!?"

I glared at Mimi, she walked closer to me with the same expression. I was way taller then her and she looked like an angry chihuahua. Now face to face.

"Siempre tan dramatica." I say.

"Siempre."

We both burst into laughter. It was normal for us to have a small bickering but it was all love. Hugging each other and laughing loudly, the kids where looking at us like we were crazy.

"Do they always do that?" Jamal asks Catalina.

"Everytime the meet." Catalina says nonchalantly, shrugging since it was something she was used to.

"Get the hell out!" I heard a loud commotion down the street.

I looked back at and I saw Oscar.
He was yelling at someone from his crew. They guy kept apologizing as he stepped away but Oscar was still angry from what I could see.

"Who is that?" Mimi asks, motioning to Oscar.

Oscar spotted me and only kept his eyes on me for 5 seconds, then turning back to his house.

Ever since that night it's been like that. He would just look at me and walks away like I was a stranger or something. I see him more aggressive lately but I never bothered to know why. But I think I knew the reason.