Opposites Attract

•{Nine}•

•Nico Di'Angelo•
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Thoughts of him were racing through my head as Will kissed me. I quickly pulled away, looking at Will's blushing cheeks.

"I'm sorry, Will. I-" I was going to explain to him why I had pulled away, but he'd interrupted me.

"No. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have. You're not even gay. I'm so sorry. Why don't you go shower while I clean this up." He spoke quickly, meaning he was nervous.

"Will-" I began, but once again, he stopped me.

"It's okay Nico. I'm sorry. Go shower." I dropped my gaze and headed to the bathroom.

Why did I have to ruin everything. I wanted that kiss. My thoughts just had to ruin it. Does this mean that Will likes me? No, of course not. It was just a "in the moment" kind of thing.

I stepped into the shower, letting the water fall on me.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️

"You're a little faggot aren't you!?" He was hovering over me as I laid in bed.

"No. I'm sorry." I cried out, but it was no use.

"Don't lie to me. You like taking it up the ass right? You're a fucking disgrace.

He began unbuttoning his jeans as he removed my own pants.

"Please! Stop!" I cried out as I tried fighting it.

"This is what you wanted all along." He growled as he came closer.

"No! Please!" A jolt of pain shot up my body as his entire member laid inside me.

I felt a warm thick liquid running down my leg. It was blood. I felt as if I was being torn in half.

"You like that? You little slut!" He spat coldly at me.

A warm liquid was left inside me as he removed himself from inside me.

"Fucking worthless fag."

He stripped me of my virginity, my dignity, and my entire existence that night.

⚠️ SAFE ⚠️

Tears after tears were running down my face. I shut the water off and quickly dried off. Putting on boxers and pants, I headed out the bathroom.

"Hey..? Are you okay? Why are you crying?" Will's voice was full of concern.

"I wasn't.." I lied.

"Don't lie to me, Nico. You can tell me anything." He patted the bed for me to sit down next to him. I walked over, sitting down.

"Just some flashbacks.." I kept my gaze down.

"What kind of flashbacks?" He asked, turning to face me.

"I- I can't say." I stuttered and began shaking.

"Nico. I won't force you, but you're shaking. I'm worried." Concern lingered his voice.

"I just want to sleep.." I couldn't bring myself to tell him. It was so humiliating. He'd think I'm even more pathetic than usual.

"Okay. Of course." He gave me a quick hug before leaving to go shower.

I laid in bed, tears forming in my eyes.

This boy was driving me insane. I knew what was happening. I had fallen for him. And maybe, he liked me too? That's what a kiss means, right?

'Nico. Shut the hell up. You're a worthless fag. He doesn't like you. He never will.'

I closed my eyes, snuggling into the warmth and comfort of the bed that I wouldn't be ripped from.

I don't remember when or how, but my eyes had shut and I drifted into a peaceful sleep.

The sudden ringing of an alarm woke me up. I tried to move, but was stopped by arms wrapped around my waist.

I was being spooned by Will Solace.

I quickly moved away, waking him up in the process.

"Shit, sorry." He mumbled as he removed his hands off me.

"It's- it's okay." I mumbled back.

"I should, uh, get going." I began standing up when Will called out to me.

"Wait. We can go to school together. I'll give you a ride. Duh." He got off the bed and began gathering his shower supplies.

"I'm not going to school." I rubbed my eyes and stretched my arms, yawing in the procces.

"What? Why not?" He asked, stopping in his tracks.

"I've got business to deal with at home." I grabbed my bag, stuffing my clothes inside.

"Well let me at least take you there. Let me just take a quick shower." He smiled at me as he headed into the bathroom.

"Will-" I began, but he was gone.

I wasn't going to have him be late for school. Much less have to deal with my father.

I decided on leaving Will a note.

Grabbing a notebook from my bag, I ripped a piece of paper out and wrote-

Thank you for everything. I really do mean it. Have a good day at school. I'll see you Monday.

-Death Boy

I smiled at the nickname as I placed the piece of paper on his bed.

I hadn't smiled since.. since Jason. And now with Will, I was smiling again. A tear fell from my eyes, rolled down my cheek, and landed on my shirt.

With the note in place, I grabbed my bag and headed out the door.

I had been walking for 2 hours now when I finally reached the broken old house in the hole. This was supposed to be "home." Certainly didn't feel like it.

It was now 8 in the morning, meaning he'd be awake. I knocked on the door. Half of me wished he didn't open. Half of me did.

The door creaked open, but it wasn't him who stood staring at me.

"Nico! Hunny! I've been so worried!" My mother brought her arms around me, pulling me into a hug. It wasn't the same as Will, but it was nice.

"Come in!" I did as I was told. She led us to the couch, where he sat.

"Fag!" He spat out as he saw me. Mother just dropped her gaze.

"Okay, well I'm gonna go to my room." I stood and turned around, walking towards the stairs.

Once in my room, I locked the door.

My room. How much I didn't miss it. I hated this place.

I jumped in bed and took my phone out. I had 6 missed calls and 9 texts. All from Will.

-Nico
-Where are you?
-What's going on?
-Why'd you leave?
-Please answer me
-Are you alright???
-Nico!
-I'm beginning to worry. Just send me one text. Let me know that you're not hurt!
-It's been 2 hours. Nico please! I would never forgive myself if something happened to you

I read all of the text, contemplating on whether I should or shouldn't reply.

-I'm fine Solace.

I placed my phone on the nightstand beside my bed and fell to into a deep sleep.