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I26I - First Date

*Brian's P.O.V-*
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Everything is going downhill.

He doesn't love me anymore.

John is probably a better boyfriend then I'll ever be.

Roger feels awful because of---
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I heard a loud sneeze come from the blonde next to me in my bed, but then I also felt it. I felt warm saliva on my face. And then I heard loud laughing coming from Roger. "I GOT YOU!!!"

My eyes opened widely and I sit up with a worried expression. There was no way that this sick little fucking boy just released his sick juice all over me.

"You did not-" I said, Turning my head to Roger who's still laughing, leaned back into the headboard. "I-I think I did!"
Immediately I grabbed the blanket and wiped my face with it. "That's not funny! It's disgusting!"

Now I'm going to get more sick than I already would be from just sleeping with him. After wiping my face, I stood up and started marching to the bathroom. "Bri, I don't even think I'm that sick anymore! Come back!"

I snap my head around, "IT'S STILL GROSS!"

Maybe I was overreacting, but germs are the worst and for him to sneeze on my face?! Even though I'm still pissed, I stay starring at Roger, who still has a tiny smile, sitting up and starring back at me. We both didn't say anything for a few moments, I was just waiting for him to apologize.

"I'm cold, Bri."

"So..?"

"So come warm me up."

"No."

"No?"

"No!" No apology, no cuddling.

His smile faded, and whenever that happens I always want to hold him close to me and make him happy again. It's so fucking obsessive. It's just like last night how we talked for hours and hours just about our relationship and I felt like crying and holding him the whole time. Needless to say, I got my wish for the rest of the night. Though we've made up and everything, I can't help but to think he still hates me, and maybe that I'm too "nice" to him.

I want to try something new in our relationship, I need to learn how to be assertive. Of course, I'll still be loving. But just acting less obsessive I guess you could say. It seems like he had already stopped thinking of the long talk we had last night, how we weren't breaking up.

I watched him throw his arms forward and he curled his fingers back and forth, featuring for me to come and hug him. Tempting.

I'll start being assertive,

Starting tomorrow.

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"Let's go out somewhere tonight," I suggested, circling my fingers around Roger's back as he straddled on top of me, head on my chest, his head facing the wall sideways.

"Like where?"

"Like," I adjusted myself under him and stared at the ceiling, "A restaurant?"

I felt his chest lift against my stomach and he laughed a bit. I was confused because to me it didn't seem weird at all to go on an actual date. I don't think we've ever been on an actual date.

"What's so funny?"

"Why a restaurant?"

"It would be a nice first date, you know?" I mumbled this a bit quieter, as it wasn't my first intention to say. Roger's head turned from being sideways and to position his chin on top of his chest, looking at me with confused baby blues.