Secrets{m.g.c}

one.

I'm laying in my room scrolling though tumblr when I hear a voice. It's luke. I get up and run downstairs.

I find 6 ft tall Luke waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs of our shared apartment.

"You're home!Why did you not call me!I would have picked you up from the airport!!" I tell him then pull him in for a hug. Luke is my other half so having him gone for months is hard on me.

"Because I wanted to see your face when I got here, so I called Ben and Jack to pick me up." Ben and Jack are our older brothers. Me being the only girl,they are really protected of me.

"Where are they?"

"I sent them home so it could be just us tonight. I was thinking we rent some movies and order pizza."

"That's sounds fine. I'll order the pizza, you rent the movies!" I say them run upstairs. I quickly pick my room before he can see it. Growing up he was the clean freak and I was the messy one. It's still that way now.

My Room has a huge window as one of my walls. You can see the Sydney skyline and the harbor. It's very pretty at night when it's lit up. The lights glow off of the water.

"What pizza do you want?" I yell to luke.

"Umm triple pepperoni with extra cheese." He say as he walks into my just cleaned room.

"Okay?" The luke I know would normally order pepperoni with peppers.

"What?" He says laying down next to me handing a movie.

"Nothing and what is this?"

"It's not a movie made in Hollywood or anything but it's a concert movie of the tour since you couldn't go with me. I had the camera guy put all of them together. There is other stuff too that the guys add in. I never watched it just put in the case." He says with a huge smile.

"Aww luke! You didn't have to!"

"Yes I did. I keep you out of the media. I keep you from the fans. I keep you in this apartment. I keep you from saying who you really are so you at least deserve this."

I'm in awe about what he just said. Mom and him made the choice I couldn't be know by the media when the band moved to london. I moved with the guys to London to keep an eye on them.

The only people that know who I am is the guys,some people at the label,their manger and the people that tour with them. Nobody else know I'm the twin sister of Luke Hemmings.

"I don't want to ruin our night but why do you keep me a secret?" I ask as I put the DVD in my player.

"Because just imagine what would happen if right now I tweet that I was with my twin sister. The twin sister that none of the fans no about. It would cause drama and you will get hate and lots of other stuff."

"But I can't go out, I can't go with you anywhere because is media. I can't go on tour. I can't do anything!" I says as the DVD comes on. The first thing is a video for micheal.

"Hey Ashlynn, I hope you aren't watching this with Luke right now. I miss you alot. I miss you when you are right next to me. I wish we could have back what we had because I love you..." Michael says then blow a kiss to the camera then walks away. I can feel the sadness coming from him.

"What was that about?" Luke asks me.

"Nothing Luke. I'll be back, I want something to drink." I say them get up and walk downstairs the the kitchen. I began to remember what happen the night before they left for tour.

*flashback*

I hear the doorbell ring. I quickly answer it hoping it Michael.

"Hey Ashlynn." Michael says as he walks in the apartment.

"Hi Mikey. You came at a good time. Luke left to go to Calum's so he won't be home for hours."

"Good. More time for me and you."

We head upstairs to my room to play video games.

"I brought FIFA to play." Michael says smiling ear to ear.

"Okay, put it in and get the remotes."

We play 4 rounds, me beating him every round.

"Yes!!! I bet you again!!!Pay up Clifford!!"

"Okay." He say then kissing me. I kiss him back. I run my fingers through his blue hair. I love him so much but I can't do this. Keep this from Luke. I pull away from him.

"What's wrong?"

"I can't do this Mikey. I can't keep this from luke. we been do this for 3 months now." I say. He stands up for the bed.

"You don't want to another secret Ashlynn but Just remember I love you..." He says then grabs his jacket then walks out. I feel the tears running down my face.

*End of flashback*

Why did I do that? Why did I let him leave me. I here acting to be fine,when I not fine at all and nether is he...