Secrets{m.g.c}

Thirteen.

*Holland's POV*

"Luke, you are so smart. How'd you get it out of her though?" I hear teenage girl say. It's Ashlynn. I want to hear what he is going to say.

"I told her that calum was lonely and that he needed someone. That when she said that she loved him. I bought the ticket and gave her the key before we when to the club last night." he says. I feeling smile on both of their faces.

"That's good for her and him." She answers.
"Yeah. How much you wanna bet they hit it last night and both are naked under those blankets." I roll my eyes at his childish comment.

"A lot but I really don't want to know." Ashlynn answers laughing. luke begins to laugh and they walk out of the room talking about breakfast. I roll over to Calum waking up and find he is already awake.

"Good morning sleepyhead." he says the pulls me in for a kiss. We talk for awhile before getting dress. We find Ashlynn, Luke and Ashton sitting at the table eating breakfast. I walk over to the fridge and grab the milk to make a bowl of cereal. Everyone must know Luke invited me.

"Hey holland, maybe we can go shopping today and get some lunch just us girls?" Ashlynn asks like it hasn't been months since we talked. I guess true friendship goes forever.

"Sure." I say still looking into my cereal. She looks so happy now compared to 6 months ago when the unthinkable happened.

*flashback*
From Ashy✌️
I'm sorry holland but I can't do this anymore. My demons have met up with me. 4 am isn't just a time for sleep anymore. Jumping for a high skyscraper isn't a fear anymore. I love you... 😘

I read the message over and over again before I grasp what she is saying. She is going to jump off the ledge. How long will she stand there waiting for the right time? Waiting to say goodbye to everything she has.

I grab my keys and run to my car. I look at my clock 3:55. Knowing her she will jump at 4. I have five minutes to get her apartment. I pull up and park my car the sprint to her apartment. The door is unlocked. I run up to her room but she isn't there. I walk into Luke's room and there she stands on his balcony ledge.

"Ash. Get down please." stay as calm as I can.
"Why Holland? Why so I can disappoint you and luke and Micheal. Ohh Mikey. I bet he would be so happy.." She say looking at me. I want to grab her arm and just pull her back into the house. Her face is covered in mascara. Her arms filled with new cuts. Her eyes glassy from the medicine she is about to overdose from.

"No ash. you aren't a disappoint to anyone. You are perfect. I love you, luke loves you and mikey loves you. we you be lost without you." I say then she stumbles off an walks back to me. That when the Medicine hits and she faints. I call 911 and watch the next moments happen In slow motion.

About 2 days later, she wakes up in a hospital bed. I stand next to her as the doctor comes in to the room.

"Hello, Mrs.Hemmings. I'm the doctor that has treating you for the past 2 days. The medicine you took before your attempt made you very loopy which caused you to past out into a overdose. if the meds would have be 2 doses more you probably would have gone in a overdose caused coma. Luckily, your friend here, was there and called in time. I don't have a reason you keep you here anymore, But I'm prescribing a antidepressant that you will need to take everyday, morning and night."

*End of flashback*

From what I've been told mikey and the boys don't know about anything that happened.

She walks off into her and Mikey's room and comes back with everything she need. Michael's credit card and her purse. I put my half full bowl into the sink and walk to Calum's room for my shoes.

Calum hands my his credit card and says that need to buy myself something and to have fun. We climb into the black taxi that takes us to rodeo drive. I see American appeal, Acne, Tiffany, and many more.

After a morning of shopping we stop at this cafe to eat.

"So how are you and mikey?"

"Great actually, better then you thought we ever could be." Ashlynn smarts off.
"I'm sorry ash, I now realize that you two belong together." I say looking into my bowl of caesar salad. I feel her eyes watching me.

"I know holland, the 2 of us have put each other through a lot in the 7 years. Me mostly. but I still love you..." she says.

"I love you too." I say smiling at her.

"Soo did you and cal Frickle frackle last night?" She asks as my cheeks turn as red as a beet.

"Yeah.."

"Yes! Ashton owes me 50 dollars now!" She says laughing.

She hasn't changed one bit since I met her 7 short years ago. She still eats my food, wears my clothes and acts like she nows everything, (only In some cases she does) but I wouldn't change it for the world.

A/N

Hey guys! I hope everyone had a great Christmas or whatever you celebrate. I'm sorry this chapter took so long! I really didn't know how to show their friendship in a way, you guess would understand so I did my relationship with my bestie HomeGirrrlBre You should follow her because she is amazing! And Smut next chapter or nah? (Like the last chapter)

Sarah xx