Secrets{m.g.c}

ten.

I wake up on the floor of Michael's apartment. The boys are all still asleep. I walk into mine and Mikey's bedroom. I dig through the cabinets looking for a bowl and a pan. I begin to mix the batter when I feel arms wrap around me. I see Mikey's tattoo. He kiss my shoulder then up to my neck then behind my ear. Butterflies fill my stomach.

"Good morning beautiful." he says in a groggy morning voice. I turn around towards him and kiss him.

My phone on the counter goes off.

@Ashton5sos-@Michael5sos @Ashlynn_rose96 Lovebirds!Www.twitter.com/fvie36d

"Ashton Fletcher Irwin!!" I tell as I walk into the living room. He looks up at me from his phone.

"They didn't know that we were dating,Ash!" I playfully yells at him. He laughs at me with his schoolgirl laugh.

"You're cute when your mad.." Ashton and Michael both say at the same time.

"God Ashton!! I going too fucking kill you!" I say as I walk into the kitchen to finish the pancakes. Now I don't feel like cooking now.

"Hey don't swear!" He says as everyone walks into the kitchen.

"I was going to make you all pancakes but I don't feel like cooking anymore so you can eat vegimite toast." I says as the band phone rings. Luke answers it, he mumbles some okays and hangs up.

"We have to go to LA today. The head management wants to meet with the five of us."
"Wait? There Is only four of us." Calum says.
"They want Ashlynn to be there too." I turn around and look at the guys. I'm scared now.

"It's okay, Ashy. They can't do a lot." Michael tell me. I walk into the room and begin to pack as the boys talk about what's about to happen. I throw things into a bag without thinking.

"When are we leaving?" I ask mikey as he walks into the room. "The car will be here at noon. So in three hours."
"Okay, I'm going to get in the shower." I say and began to turn around.
"And the boys are going back to their apartment, and I'm packed for LA already so I'll pack for you. We will get you something to wear to the AMA's." he says walking over to my boxes of clothes that I was going to put up today. I shake my head yes.

I turn on the water and step in. The water is ice cold, I let in run over my shaking body. I slide down and sit on the ground. Tears run down my face, I hear mikey singing in the closet. I want to smile but it makes me cry more.

Mikey walk into the bathroom and asks if I want to take both pair of boots.
"Yeah." I answer trying to cover my sniffles. Michael opens the shower door. He turns the water off, helps me out and wraps me me up in a towel.

We spented the next hour talking and kissing, mostly kissing.

*2 days later!*

I walk in between Michael and Luke. Calum and Ashton walk behind us. I'm so scared. In 4 hours I will walk the red carpet with the guys. I will smile at camera for magazines.

We walk around to sharp corners then into a conference room. I see five chairs. I sit in the middle one just like the boys told me to. Michael sits next to me with his hand my leg. Luke sits on my right. Their manger and three other people come in and shut the door. Remember, Ashlynn no talking! Let the boys talk about everything!

"So! You four have the AMA's tonight! Is Ashlynn walking the red carpet with you?" One of the lady asks.
"Yes she is, She is my girlfriend and will walk the red carpet and sit with me tonight."
"Okay Ashlynn, are you okay with doing all of that?" An big guy that kinda looks like Harvey from one direction's best song ever video asks. I shake my head yes.

"Do you boys think that your fans knowing about Ashlynn is a good thing!? It could ruin your life in music!" He says very loudly. I look to cal then to Ashton.

"Okay, blake. She is my sister not some hoe we picked up of the streets. Ashlynn had kept this band together so yes her being here is a good thing!" Luke says loudly with a thick Australian accent. He gets up and walks out of the room.
"I wonder what blew his fuse?" Michael whispers as we walk out of the room.We walk about 10 feet behind him. I hope he is okay.

We get to the la loft about 30 minutes later. It has 4 bedrooms and huge kitchen and a pool. I put my bags in Michael's room. I glances up at the clock.
3 hours till we have to left for the red carpet. I pull out an black skater Skirt, ripped black leggings and a nirvana tank top. I grab my bag with my makeup in it and walk to the bathroom.

"Hey babe." Michael says walking into the bathroom.
"Hey." I say taking down my hair from the bun.
"You know Lou will do your hair and stuff."
"I know but I want to do and I'll let her do touch ups when she gets here."
"Okay." Michael say hopping up on the counter. He watches me as I put on foundation. He doesn't speak. The boys are all in the bathroom. They are filming a video.

"Hey guys! So we playing What I Like About you tonight!." Calum says. He turn the camera turn luke.
"Words Lucas?"
"Go away calum."
"Okay what about ash." he turns to shirtless Ashton that is air drumming. Ashton waves at the camera.
"Okay? Hey Ashlynn where is your other half." calum asks as he points the camera in the mirror.
"He went downstairs to let Lou and lux in." I answer then calum turns the camera around to himself.
"Well I guess nobody what to talk to you guys." Then give the camera a frowny face.

The next two hours when by too quick. I'm now sitting in the back of a limo on the way to the red carpet. The limo stops and the door opens.

"Stay with me and hold my hand and everything will be okay." Michael says as we get out of the car.

I've never felt the way I do right now. That weird feeling that comes from you stomach as you fake a smile. That's how I feel...

A/N- I know I have update in forever! Don't be mad, I worked so hard on this chapter!!
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