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by scoutgrey

by scoutgrey

*Fan. POV*

I glance over at my clock. 3 am. I need to be sleeping but 5sos should be about to walk the red carpet and I wouldn't miss those dorks for anything.

I turn on my Christmas lights, close my door then grab my laptop. I curl in my bed and find the livestream for the AMA's.

I see her, walking hand in hand with michael. She has my whole world in her hands. But the way he looks at her, he is in love.

He will never look at me that way. I'm just another fan lost in the many. Waiting for a few quick moments with the person that has saved my life. A moment I'll never forget, but he will.

I feel tears run down my face. Why am I crying over this? Why do I care so much? I'm hopelessly In love with someone I haven't even met.

The award show goes back, with me not paying an attention to anything until the award nominations for New Artist of the Year pop up on my screen.

The next few moments go in slow motion, not just for me but every member of the fam. They just won their first award. The little garage band from Sydney Just won their first award.

That's when the tear began rolling down my face. God, I cry a lot because of these idiots.. That when memories begin to flash in my head.

The first video, it was just luke, his guitar and the pink speakers.Before Michael, and Cal, and Ash. Before girls all of the world mobbed them in airport. When it was still Hemmo 1996. Just the way you are by Bruno Mars. That's when I fell in love.

Then Mikey and his beautiful fringe came with a shy, quiet calum. They were just guys trying to make a dream come true.

Then Ashton came with his drums and amazing voice. That when I fell deeper in love. Then the first ep, and moving to london. Then She looks so perfect and an Debut album. Now they are winning awards and new girls heart.

They aren't our little secret anymore...

A/n
This is a filler chapter really.. I just wanted to see if you guys like me writing in a fan POV.

I HaTe FiNAls.. But it's almost Christmas soo and that means more updates...

Love ya- Sarah xxx