Secrets{m.g.c}

three.

*Michael's P.O.V*

"I need you." I whisper in her ears. I feel her tears running down my back. I hate hurting her as much as she's hurting me. I love her so much, but does she see that?

I miss her touch, her laugh, but most of all her kiss. I miss watching her try so hard to win just to lose. I miss the ways she would look at me before I pulled her in for a kiss.

She just doesn't want to be another secret. She not only is one but she has some that only I would know. Some that she told me one of the last night we had together.

*flashback*

"Let's go get drinks!" she yells over the loud hiphop music. We walk over to the bar to get drinks. She orders 8 straight shots of some clear alcohol. 4 for me and 4 for her.

I watch her down all four shots then order more. I don't where she got that from because Luke's not like that. She keep ordering drinks. The more she drinks the drunker she gets. After an hour of betting that we couldn't drink stuff she was drunk.

She played with her hair and was very loud. I look around for Luke but he is to busy making out with some girl in the back of the club. I find calum dancing drunk too. The only person not drunk was Ashton. He sat by himself sipping on a red drink. I told him not he let luke find us dancing as Ashlynn put me out on the dance floor.

We danced,kissed and then she told me something I'll never forget. She loved me,but that's was just another secret that just I know..

*end of flashback*

I will never forget that night. That was the only time she ever told me that she loved me. I want to have her, I want to hold her, I want call her mine. I want to scream it off the rooftop.

She let's go of me and walks upstair. We follow her up to her room. It's covered pictures and posters. I look at the pictures, some of them go all the way back to high school.

She is talking about how bored she was without us. Her eyes are still red but she is smiling ear to ear.

"So did you watch the movie?" Ashton asks.

"Yeah! I love it!" She says as Luke walks in the door.

"Well I knew they wouldn't stay away from you long!" he jokes

"Actually we came to see if she want to go shopping with us." calum says. He says that so normal without if revealing what we really are going to do. I planned dinner on the hill, the only place people can't find us.

"Ohh okay, well I'm staying in today, but you can have Ashlynn for the day!" luke says as he walks into his own room.

"I don't think I was going to asked you if I could go!" She says as she walks into her closet. About 5 quick minutes later, she walks out in black skinny jeans, a Fall Out Boy hoodie, and black Vans. She wears her hair up in a messy bun. She has hardly any makeup on.

"Don't stay out too late!" Luke yells from his room as we walk down the stair.

"No, I'm going to stay out all day then go party all night long! Stop worrying so much!!" she yells as she grabs her keys. Luke bought a land rover for her birthday. He got the window tinted so dark you can hardly see in.

I can tell she nervous about being out, Luke has trained her that she can't be seen, so when we do go she be his sister, she's a friend from high school.

"Where we go?" she asks

"To the hill." Ashton answers her quickly.

"Why?"

"Because You and Michael need to talk." Calum says.

"But what you and Ashton, and when I don't come home with anything?"

"We got that covered. Now, you have to leave your phone with us, and you can't leave the hill till we come get you." Ashton says. I know what running though her head right,she thinks we are crazy or something, but all she says is okay.

We walk up the hill hand in hand. I see the smile on her face, it's the smile that she would have when we played video games in her bed or when she climbed out her window to meet me.

"Why are you doing this?" she asks as we sit under the willow.

"Because I love you."

"But you know this won't work. I don't want to be another secret."

"You don't have to."

"Tell me how that's going to happen?"

"We tell luke."

"Then he pounds your face in."

"I don't care,Ashlynn. I love you too much."

"I don't know yet. Let me sleep on it." She says as we lay down on the blanket I brought to watch the stars.

I'm such an idiot! I miss her so much. I have her in my arms right now, but still can't call her mine..