Distance

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You left me all alone with the memories

with my thoughts pulsing in my head

wondering every so often

How are you?

Where are you?

Who are you with?

What are you doing?

I pick up my phone and type

Pressing send hoping you will read

In between the lines

But you didn’t even read the words

All because you couldn’t

The words lost and wasted somewhere

Missing just like your phone.

I phoned you and I heard your voice

Short, simple and direct

I knew who you are

And what to do

But my heart beat loudly once

Then flatlined with the beep on the phone

silencing me before I could leave a message.

I look at your pictures and smile at the videos

A teardrop or two escaping every now and then

I have little conversations with you inside my mind

You answer me like you would if you were here

, our little inside jokes and playful comments

, clearly like you are standing right by me.

Distance has a way of making you realize

True feelings and affection

What do I mean to you?

I’ll see when we meet again

What do you mean to me?

You mean a lot more than you know

Because I missed you like crazy.

It taught me that memories last longer

Than temporary material things

It makes me wonder if you learnt that too

Is the small cellular communication device

Worth more to you than the smiles and laughter

Shared between you and a shy beautiful girl

Who thinks you are so special?

Can she be replaced or if you lose her

Will she always be on your mind?

Distance is more than miles or kilometres

It’s a loss of communication

Between two people.

Whether they are close together

Or worlds apart.

Distance creates pain.

Memories bring back that closeness

Soothing and temporarily erasing the pain

Until you communicate once again.

Maybe when I see you again

The distance will have made us stronger

Make us realise that we need the closeness

I will hold you tight and whisper

“I missed you like crazy”

Wondering if you felt the distance like I did.

Will you hold me and heal all the pain?

What if you don’t?

What if you’ look away and create more

Distance?

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