Annabelle & Sam

Part 14: When Everything Turns to Nothing.

It's been a while. A long while. Nothing had occurred ever since. Other than thoughts, and lingering memories.

I did see him every now and then. But we become complete strangers. Not even friends. I looked at him from afar, whilst he looked away. Our eyes never met, the way they did before.

Obviously, I did miss him. For he was with me in every single part of my life. How would I forget so easily? I'm not certain whether he had forgotten me or not, or whether he already had a potential someone in his life.

We haven't spoken in ages. So how could I ever tell? I won't predict what he's thinking or if he still has feelings for me. Nor can he ever figure out whether or not I still think of him. For my thoughts and feelings are buried deep within my soul. No one knows, and never will. I prefer keeping it a secret.

Neither one of us did anything, nor uttered a single word. I guess each one was waiting for the other to give in, whilst both of us stubbornly pulled away. Perhaps it's fear. Fear of not knowing what would happen, or a fear of not being wanted anymore. It just wasn't the same.

It's been a really long time, I just had to finally accept, that he had forgotten about me now.