Summertime Sadness

Chapter Four

The next morning at breakfast was no different than any other, even though your parents would beg to differ. They interrogated you with questions while you looked at your phone and ate your Cheerios.

"You never smile at your phone this often," your mom said.

"Yeah, what happened last night?" your dad added.

"Nothing happened? I'm being normal?" you lied.

They didn't believe your lie, and you decided to just ignore them. You couldn't help smiling every time Josh's name flashed up on your phone.

"Can I be excused?" you asked once you finished your cereal.

"Yes."

"Thank you."

You headed to the kitchen and washed your bowl out, and put it in the dishwasher. You ran back up to your bedroom and started to text Josh back.

We should hang tonight

You waited for his response eagerly. Once you heard your phone vibrate, you pounced and read it right away.

I'm totally down. Let me take you on a drive.

You smiled like an idiot to yourself as you read the message over and over. You really had never felt this way before, and what if he felt the same way too?

"Who are you texting?" your brother asked, barging into your room.

"Can you knock?"

"Excuse me? You fucking walked in on me watching porn. I think I get to barge in on you whenever I want."

"Okay okay. I'm texting Josh."

"Josh Dun?" His tone of voice gave you an anxious feeling, you really hated that your brother disapproved,

"Yes, he's super nice. We're hanging out again tonight."

"He's such a fucking douche."

"You don't even know him?"

"He went to my high school. I know him more than you do. He was that emo kid with the lip piercing. He's weird."

"Lip piercing?" The thought of Josh wearing a lip piercing made you giggle. "He's different now though, John. He seems genuine and caring, and he's attractive."

You watched your brother roll his eyes.

"I don't care if you disapprove, Johnny, I'm 18 and I can do whatever I want."

"Y/N, it's not that I disapprove, it's that I don't want my little sister getting hurt. He's a bad influence."

"Thanks, but I think I can handle myself, can you leave now?" you gave your brother a glare, showing him that he was no longer welcome in your room.

Your phone started buzzing in your pocket and you pulled it out to see Josh calling you. You pressed the answer button, and held the phone up to your ear.

"Hey, Dun!"

"Hey, Y/L/N! I was wondering if we could make it a late night drive? Tyler wanted to rehearse for a little tonight."

"Like how late?"

"I could pick you up around 11:30?"

"I can't Josh, I have a curfew."

"C'mon, Y/L/N."

"I don't know."

"You can sneak out, they will never know."

You took a second to think about Josh's offer. Sneaking out couldn't be too hard, and you knew that you parents go to bed early usually.

"Okay, I think I can pull it off."