Summertime Sadness

Chapter 6

Right at three, you arrived at Mariah's house to get ready. You had a bag with you that was your "sleepover bag" you used to distract your parents from what you were really doing.

"What are you wearing tonight?" you asked Mariah once you got in her room.

"I need tits out tonight so i'm thinking of this v neck blouse I have with jean shorts and heels!"

"That will be pretty! I just brought a black tank top and skinny jeans and heels." You wanted to be comfortable, plus the black tank top was flowy, and made your boobs look really good.

"I love that tank top though! I bet josh will like it too," she made a face at you when she added that last part. You threw the pillow that was sitting on her bed at her.

"Mariah! We haven't even kissed again!"

"Tonight's the night, baby girl!" she gave a little spin with her arms up and she ended it with giving you a hip bump.

"Josh said that he is going to take a cab there because he wants to drink," you started to say.

"Oh before I forget!" Mariah interrupted, "Tyler will be there tonight and I really want to get back together so I might need your help at some point."

"Sure, I can try!" you shrugged. You wanted Mariah and Tyler to get back together but you really didn't want to be distracted from Josh.

"Hey Y/N, can I talk to you about something?" Mariah got serious, which made you start to stress.

"Yeah?"

"Are you afraid to lose your virginity?" She stared at you in the eyes, and even though you were never the one to talk about this stuff, you felt safe around Mariah. She had been your best friend for the past six years.

"Honestly yeah, I'm worried i'm going to bleed."

"Me too, and what if I'm not good at it," Mariah layed down on her bed, staring up at the ceiling,

"I'm not sure if a person can be bad at it, it's just people's preference."

"True."

"How much have you and Tyler done?" you asked. You heard her take a deep breath and slowly let it out.

"I mean we do oral, and stuff," she mumbled. "But anytime I try to actually stick it in me-"

"Ew," you interrupted.

"He says no!"

"Well at least you are being respectful and consensual."

"But what if the reason he doesn't want to have sex with me is because I'm not good enough or something."

"Mariah, you're overthinking it. You don't need to rush into things anyways. Just talk to him tonight!" you reassured her. She finally calmed down.

Hours passed without you two knowing, and before you knew it, it was time to go to the party. You messed with your tank top, making sure your cleavage wasn't too much, and was finishing strapping on your heels.

The heels weren't too tall, but it accentuated your legs and made you feel taller in general. Mariah looked gorgeous like always, you were jealous of her tan skin and her curly brown hair.

"We look hot," she chuckled, looking at both of you in the mirror.

"Hell yeah we do!" You gave her a high five.

"Ready to head out? Tyler said he would pick us up in like five minutes."

"Ready as I'll ever be!" You were excited for the night, and the thought of how you were lying to your parents made you even more giddy about the whole deal.