Behind It All

Heart To Hearts with Harold

I sighed hearing a knock on the hotel room door.

"I guess that's Niall here" I said to Jane as I stood up with baby James in my arms.

He was resting in my arms, almost asleep.

"I'll see you soon, bye bug" I whispered to him, kissing the top of his soft head before passing him to Jane.

"Have fun Hayley, hopefully this date isn't as terrible as the first" Jane spoke as I approached the door.

"I have a feeling it'll be just as bad! See you later Jane, call me if you need me" i smiled to her before leaving to find Niall waiting for me.

I closed the door behind me as Niall stood leaning against the wall, hands in his pockets, his gaze on me.

"Let's go then" he said, beginning to walk, causing me to follow.

We left the hotel, wrestling through a crowd of paps, and eventually got to Niall's car.

"What film are we going to see at the cinema?" I asked as Niall drove along the road, a late sunset filling the sky.

"Not sure, whatever you want" Niall said.

Once again there was an awkward silence between us.

I took the hint that Niall didn't want to talk and remained silent for the whole car journey.

Once we reached the cinema we waited in line to get tickets and some snacks.

A couple of teenage fans approached Niall and he happily took photos with them and talked with them for a bit. I smiled as I watched them fangirl over how they just met they're idol, just like I probably would've if I had met him when I was 16.

Then a girl with long blonde hair, a perfect figure and big blue eyes approached Niall.

They talked and it was obvious she was flirting with him. I don't know why but I got a horrible feeling in my stomach when Niall would flirt back...

I'm not jealous am I?

No, I can't be jealous. Niall isn't even mine. Unfortunately..

I awkwardly stood by as she twirled her hair, eyes fixed on Niall, while he charmed her with that adorable yet very hot Irish accent.

"Who's that?" the girl asked eyeing me up and down.

"Oh um, that's my err, my um, friend, we're just close" Niall lied.

Bet Jack wouldn't be happy to hear Niall say that. I'm supposed to be his "girlfriend". He can't be telling anyone any different!

"Hi, I'm Hayley" I smiled, trying to be polite.

"I'm Leah" she said with a fake smile. She might be fooling Niall but I can just tell by looking at her that this girl is bad news.

When Niall looked away she gave me a death glare. Ugh. Bitch.

I then noticed that we were next to go to the ticket desk.

"Niall it's our turn" I said nodding towards the desk.

"Oh okay, Leah you should join us!" Niall insisted.

As much as I wanted her to say no, the bitch agreed with Niall and so we ended up buying three tickets. Great.

In the cinema Niall sat in between Leah and I.

Through the whole movie Niall and Leah were whispering to each other or sharing popcorn, yet Niall still hadn't said a word to me at all. It was 10 minutes to go until the end of the film and they were still giggling away with each other. Just then I felt my eyes begin to tear up. I felt so stupid sitting here, feeling so invisible. Why couldn't Niall just try and be nicer to me. He doesn't have to do this and be such a dick. I can't sit here any longer with them. I got up from seat and made my way out of the cinema not saying a word to either of them.