Fields of heaven

Chapter 35: Part 1

The same feeling erupted within me, scared and hesitant. But finally I came out my fright bubble and; confidently walked to the door, Ed beside me. My face was inches from the door and I stood, panicking. "Hey, what happened?" Ed asked, controlling my shoulders and bringing them close to him. "Oh! It's nothing.." I said feeling insecure. "Tell me," Ed demanded. "I feel scared about opening the door and who it could be.." I said, looking down. "Hey listen you. Don't be afraid. And who could it be at this time?" Ed said assuring me. "Yeah I guess," I said staring into his eyes, gradually getting the feeling of tension slithering in between us. He sat me down the sofa and jogged over to the door; and flinged it open.

They were mumbling and bickering softly; but unfortunately I couldn't see who it was because of Ed's amazing height. I still felt stressed. Why were the arguing? And in a way, that I didn't need to know. I came closer, still unable to have a look at the mystery person and; eavesdropped. "Don't try do this again, you won't escape this time!" Ed bickered softly. I slowly walked away, into the garden thinking about what Ed said. What could that mean? Who was that person that apparently escaped from something? I layed my head on the lush grass and glared at the marshmallow formed clouds. I felt too stressed to think about anything anymore. I couldn't take the secrets and whispers anymore, I need to know the truth.

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Ed sat on the grass minutes later, fiddling with my hair. I turned and smiled. "Who was it?" I said, trying to test his honesty. "No..one.." He stuttered, feeling annoyed. I could feel his strained, rigid thoughts. I sat up, his hands connected with mine. "C'mon Ed it was someone. I love you and I trust you; so just tell me. I won't tell anymore, swear." I said, giving him a silky kiss on his right cheek. There was silence until, Ed flared up suddenly. "STOP giving me your stupid kisses to make me spill the beans! I don't want to lose you Leanna but I'm not dumb; like you think I am. So don't try to compel me otherwise things will turn bad for you!" Ed shouted as he ran out the house, slamming the door shut. I couldn't believe his words. It hurt me a lot, every single word, every letter; it was stinging. I sat there, alone and with an aching pain in my chest. I tried to get up but I suddenly dropped. What was wrong with me? Why did I feel so weak and agonized? Was it Ed's awful, cruel words? The pain crushed me. It was coming from my heart, my chest. I tried again to climb up but I fell, my face flat on the grass. I panted deeply, lifting my head. It was excruciating. It felt like someone was stabbing me through the heart, continuously.

On my pale palms, there sat drops of blood. I tried to spit out all the blood but it was too strong and felt like it was punishing me.  A whole patch of redness was on the grass now, it looked horrid. I needed someone. I needed Ed. The pain increased and I was breathing and wheezing loud and deep; like it was my last moment, my last breath. I turned and lay my head back, glaring at the light sky as blood dripped down like a waterfall; while soundlessly, quietly my eyes shut, noticing a white light.

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