freetime - t.fishman

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Three days, three days in my room without talking to no one. My phone dead, my head killing me and my eyes red. I heard a knock on my door, and with not a lot of energy I say:
Me: leave me alone.......
...:Hey Zo....
Me: leave....
...:Zo you have to get out.
Me:.....
...: I'm here for you Zo....open the door...
Me:.....
With a little bit of energy I got up and opened the door revealing a un-shaved Tal.
Me: Tal.......
Tal: Oh baby....
He wrapped his arms around me and let me cry on his chest.
Tal: what happened Zo?
Me: he-e-e-.... dylan.....dylan......
Tal: you don't need to tell me, if ur not ready.
Me: But I want to tell you.......Dylan raped me.
I said before closing my eyes and remembering that day.
It was a grey day, the clouds were up in the sky and the normal blue shade was now grey. I was getting home from school when I felt someone following me. I kept walking not really paying attention but when a hand covered my face and brought me in a dark alley I started panicking. I was fighting back kicking and punching but I wasn't strong enough nor tall enough to hurt him. He banged my head on the wall and I could feel a liquid running down my neck. My vision was blurry but the feeling of his hand squeezing my neck was there. He started caressing my breast while I was too weak to scream. His hand soon got under my shirt and his lips meet my neck. He was sucking my neck probably leaving me hickeys and idk how but a rush of energy came thru me and I started screaming. A screamed so hard that my lungs burned, but the man slammed his hand on my mouth and whispered in my ear: "scream again babygirl, and I'll make u regret it." He kept his hand on my mouth and started un-bottoming my pants. I stoped his hand but he hit my head again. At this point my vision was getting super blurry and I felt his hand sliding between my legs. A shiver went through my spine and I squeezed my thighs together. I could see him smiling before forcing my legs open "don't be shy babygirl, I won't hurt you." he kept saying before pulling my panties down. At that precise moment I remember him sliding into me. He started doing small in and outs before going faster and faster. He was hurting me so badly and I was bleeding but he kept going. He didn't care at all. He slammed me around and even when I started shacking he would still going in and out. He was getting angry and aggressive putting his hand around my neck making me demand for oxygen. He planted his nails on the skin of my thighs making cuts. When he finished, after 10 minutes, he pushed me in the trash "sweet dreams sugar pie. Tell ur brother Dylan says hi." and left.
Tears were running down my face.
Tal: Zoe....it wasn't your fault.
Me: I-I-I-I-......
Tal: Shhhh, don't pressure yourself.
He said before kissing the top of my head. I looked at him and he placed me on his chest before singing me a little lullaby.
Tal: Sleep well princess. I'm always going to be by your side.
And I fell asleep.

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Sorry for the short chapter, it was really a hard one to write because of the rape part. It's really a touchy subject for me so I hope u guys understand if It wasn't a long chapter. Anyways the next one is going to be longer and better.
C❤️