Ode to my Disorder

Counting My Life Away

The worst part is the passing of time. 

The minutes crawl by. 

I count down between meals, but every meal time is farther apart and the time it takes to eat the miniscule portions is so short. 

I feel like I'm counting my life away

We're all dying 

But I feel like I'm dying slower 

And faster 

Then the rest of the world.