Poker Face

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Waking up the next morning, we shower, together and get ready to leave for work. Walking out of the house, he walks me to my car and kisses me. "I'll text you later okay." he says. "Okay. Be safe okay. Tell Happy to be safe too." I tell him. "We will. I love you." he says before kissing me again. "I love you too." I say before he opens my car door for me to get in. Closing the door, he mounts his bike and pulls out heading to work while I do the same.

I get to work and Steve, one of my co-workers, walks up. "Morning Lily." he says as he sits on the edge of my desk. "Morning Steve. Can I help you?" I asked, trying to be polite but he just creeps me out. "I was wondering if you wanted to do something after work? Get dinner or something." he asked. "No thanks. I have plans." I tell him. "What? With those bikers you've been hanging out with?" he asked. "Who I hang out with is none of your business. All you need to know is that my answer is no thanks." I tell him and try to get back to work. He puts his hand on mine to stop me from typing. "Come on. Have dinner with me. I promise I can take care of you better than they can." he says. I shake his hand off and tell him "Even if I weren't seeing them, I still wouldn't go out with you. Now, please leave me alone and let me get my work done." He glares at me and says "We'll see. You will change your mind." He walks off to me shaking my head.

A couple of hours later, I get a text from Juice.

J: Hey baby. How's work going?

L: Okay. What about you?

J: Good. Me and Hap were talking about seeing you tonight.

L: That's fine. I miss both of you.

J: Okay, we will see you tonight. Meet you at the house?

L: That's fine. When you get there, look in the lamp by the door. There's a key for both of you.

J: Will do babe. Love you.

L: Love you.

The rest of the day goes by fast and once it's time to leave, I head out to my car. One of the things about my job is that I am one of the last to leave everyday. Heading out to my car, I see Steve leaning against my car. "What do you want, Steve?" I asked. "I told you, I would change your mind." He says. I reach for my car door and he grabs me and pushes me against my car. He crashes his lips to mine and I fight against him. Opening the back door while holding me against the car, he throws me into the back seat and starts pull up my skirt. Ripping my panties off, he starts unbuckling his pants. He enters me roughly and thrusts in and out until he reaches his release. Pulling out, he kisses me again and tells me "That was good babe. Guess I didn't need to change your mind after all." He gets out of the car and runs away. I don't move for a few minutes. I just lay there as the tears roll down my face. Finally getting myself together, I get into the driver's seat to head home and I remember that the guys were meeting me there. I drive to Lyla's house and walk in the door. Looking at me, she knows something is wrong. "What happened?" she asked. I just shake my head and start crying harder. "Opie, call Hap and Juice." she says and I shoot up "No, please don't call them. Please." I start freaking out. "Opie walks out of the room with his phone to his ear. "Lily, you need to tell me that's going on." I finally calm down a little and tell her. "I was raped." is all I say. She looks at me shocked and says "We need to get you to the hospital." she tells me and I just nod. Getting into my car, she drives with Opie following.

When we get to the hospital, she goes back with me and they do the rape kit. Unser comes in and says "Sweetheart, I know this is hard for you but I need to know as much as you can tell me." I take a deep breath and say "It was one of the guys that I work with. He, uh, asked me out this morning and I turned him down. He was waiting at my car for me when I left. I was the last one to leave. He shoved me into the backseat of my car and ripped my panties off and raped me." I tell him. "Do you know his name?" he asked. "Steve Daniels." I tell him. "Okay, Sweetheart. Let me know if you need anything." he says. "Wayne? You know the club is going to find him, right?" I asked. "Yeah which is why the paperwork will say you didn't know the guy. I just needed something to tell the guys. I know this isn't something you want to tell them yourself." he says. "Thank you Wayne." he says.

Wayne walks out to the waiting room where the entire club is sitting. My boyfriends included. "Happy, Juice, can I get a minute?" Wayne asked. "I got her statement. But I'm putting in it that she didn't know the guy." Wayne says. "But she does, doesn't she?" Juice asked. "Yeah, guy named Steve Daniels. He works with her. Asked her out this morning and when she said no, he waited for her to get off work and was waiting at her car. He, uh, shoved her in the back seat and, uh, raped her." Wayne tells them. Happy turns and punches the wall. "Thanks Wayne." Juice says. "When you find this guy, add a little pain for me, will ya?" Wayne asked and Juice nods his agreement. Walking back to the waiting room, the guys walk over to Jax and Juice says, "We need to call church after we check on our girl." Jax nods his agreement. We will use the chapel here so that you guys don't have to go far.

I hear a knock on my door and see Happy and Juice walking in. I just look down at my hands as the tears start up again. There's no way they are going to want me after this. "Are you okay?" Juice asked as they both sit on each side of me on the bed. "Uh, yeah. I'm good." I tell them, but they know I am lying. "No you aren't. No secrets, remember?" Happy says. "I don't want to lose you guys but I know you aren't going to want someone that's damaged." I tell them. They squeeze my hands and tell me "You ain't losing us. You ain't damaged either. We will take care of this asshole." Happy says. I just nod my head. "You know we both love you, right?" Juice asked. I just nod my head. "I love you both too. I just don't know if I can give you what you want now." I say. "Hey, we ain't going anywhere. If you need to slow things down with us, that's fine. We will still be there for you and still be faithful to you. Nothing changes." Happy says. "Thank you guys. But can I ask one thing?" They both nod. "When you find him? I want to be there when he goes down. I need to be." I tell them and they both nod. Lyla walks in the door and says "Guys are in the chapel." They nod. "Lyla is going to stay with you while we fill the guys in." Juice says and I nod. Kissing me, Juice says "I love you." I smile softly and say "Love you." Happy kisses me and says "Love you little girl." I smile at him too and say "Love you too." They walk out of the room and I am feeling a little better knowing I am not losing them because of this.