Poker Face

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

***Twenty Weeks Pregnant***

Sitting at the doctor's office, the doctor pulls the ultrasound machine over and putting the gel on my stomach, she moves the wand around and we hear the heartbeat. She moves it a little more and we see the baby. "You wanna know the gender?" the doctor asked and we all say yes. She moves the wand again and says "Looks like another little boy." We all smile and head out the door with pictures in hand.

Walking into Gemma's house to get Jamie and tell her how the appointment goes. "We're having another little outlaw." I tell her. "That's amazing baby." she tells me. We get Jamie and head home. Walking in, Juice is in the floor with Jamie while Happy is sitting on the couch with me. "We should pick a name." Juice says. "I have been thinking." I say and they all look at me. "Declan Ryder." I say. "I like that." Happy says. "Me too." Juice says. "Well then I guess the only thing we need now is the last name depending on who's my baby daddy." I say and they both smile.

We put Jamie to bed and we all head to bed. I lay my head on Happy's chest and Juice is snuggled into me from behind. I lay there awake. I love Juice but I really hope this baby is Happy's. What if he leaves because the baby isn't his? I wait until the guys are sleeping before I slip out of bed without waking them. I walk into the kitchen and get something to drink and just sit there in the dark, thinking. I feel the tears falling. I wipe them away quickly when I hear someone coming. "Why are you sitting in the dark little girl?" Happy asked. "Couldn't sleep. Didn't want to keep everyone else up." I say. He turns on the light above the stove and sees me looking at my glass. Walking over, he takes the seat next to me and says "Talk." I just shake my head and say "Just hormones. I'm fine." I tell him. "Bull shit." he says. "No secrets. Remember?" he asked. Sighing, I feel another tear fall and I say "I'm just scared that you're gonna leave if Declan isn't yours." He pulls me into his lap and says "No matter what, I'm not going anywhere baby. Either way we got two boys to raise, together." he tells me. I lay my head on his shoulder and he rubs my back. A few minutes later, Juice walks in. "Everything okay?" he asked. "Yeah, Lily's just letting her fears get her." Hap says. Juice looks at me concerned. "She's scared that I'm gonna leave if Declan isn't mine." he tells Juice. "Baby, neither of us are going anywhere. You're stuck with us." Juice says. "Come on baby. Let's go back to bed." Happy says.

Once in bed, we all fall asleep. Waking up the next morning, I get up to start breakfast and see that Juice is tending to Jamie and Happy is at the stove. "Isn't it supposed to be me making you two breakfast?" I asked. "We thought you needed to sleep." Juice says. "Don't you guys have to work today?" I asked. "Nope. Told Jax our Old Lady needed us today." Happy says and I just smile. "I love both you assholes." I tell them. "We love you too, baby." Juice says laughing.

A little later, I am sitting on the couch and I feel Declan kick. Grabbing Happy's hand, I put it on my stomach. He feels the kick and just smiles. "What is it?" Juice asked. "Come here." I tell him. He moves over to me and feels the baby kicking. "That's our boy." Juice says and Happy says "Damn right he is."