Poker Face

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

I woke up with a start and can't breathe. Both Juice and Happy sit up with me, trying to calm me down. I can't catch my breath. Happy runs to the kitchen to get a paper bag for me to help me get my breathing under control. Once I calm down, I have Juice holding my hand, rubbing my knuckles while Happy is rubbing my back. "It's okay baby. We got you." Juice says and I snuggle into Happy while pulling Juice closer. "I was dreaming about Steve. About the rape." I tell them. "He can't hurt you anymore." Happy says. "How many pictures were there?" I asked. "Lily." Juice says. "Juice, I need to know. How many?" I asked again. "At least thirty." Happy says. I start to sob again. Thirty women that he raped. Thirty women that he thought he had a right to violate like it was nothing.

I get out of bed and walk to the kitchen for a drink. The guys follow me and just watch me. "Thirty women. That piece of shit raped thirty women. I wonder how many I knew." I said. "I don't know. But it's not something you want to know. You stopped him from doing this to anyone else. Not us. You." Juice tells me. "Little girl. You made us proud. You didn't let this rip you apart. You took control of this. You owned it instead of letting it own you." Happy says and I looked at him. He's right. I didn't let it ruin me. I took control of my own justice. I looked at Happy and then at Juice and said "You're right. I took my own power back." I say and they both smile. I walk over to them and take their hands and say "Thank you both for being here for me. You know I love you both, right?" I asked and they nod their heads. I pull them up and we head to bed. Once back in bed, I lay between them and they hold me until we all fall asleep.

Waking up the next morning, we are all still in bed together. I get up and start breakfast and I feel like a brand new person after that revolation last night. Once breakfast is about ready, I wake up the guys and we sit down to eat. I get dressed for work and they follow me this time. Pulling onto the lot, I pull into my normal spot and sit there. This is where it happened. I take a deep breath and Juice and Happy are sitting on their bikes next to my car, waiting. I get out of the car and Happy asked "You gonna be okay?" I looked at him and say, "Yeah but I don't think I will be working late anymore." Juice pulls me to him and says "One of us will be here when you get off work. Just text us when you are getting close to quitting time." I kiss him and say "Okay. I love you." He smiles and says "I love you too." I walk to Happy and kiss him too. "I love you killa." He smirks and says "Love you little killa." and I can't help but laugh.

Walking into work, Karen walks over and asked "Did you get in touch with Steve?" I looked at her and said "No. He never answered his phone. You?" I asked. "No. Apparently, he left a note on the boss' desk that he was quitting and now no one can reach him." she says. "Are they looking for him?" I asked. "Not really. Just wanted to make sure he was okay because apparently he got into it with his dad and was told to step down." she says and I just sigh. "Oh well." I tell her and walk to my cubicle to start working.

Twenty minutes before time to leave, I text Happy and Juice. I walk outside and Happy is sitting there on his bike by my car. "Hey baby." Happy says. "Hey." I say. "Juice had to do something for the club so I'm escorting you home." he says. "Can you stay?" I asked and he says yeah.

Walking into the house, we sit on the couch and start watching TV. I straddle Happy and say "I need you." He kisses me deeply before we start shedding clothes. I slide myself down onto his hardened member and he guides me up and down at a steady rhythm. Once we both reach our release, I kiss him and say "Thank you. I needed that." He smirks and says "Yeah, me too." I sit next to him after we redress and we relax for a while before getting into bed. Juice texted and said he was crashing at the clubhouse tonight to finish what he was working on for Jax.

Waking up the next morning, I get in the shower and Happy gets in behind me. Pinning me to the wall, we go for another round before we get ready to leave. "I'll stay at the clubhouse tonight and let Juice have some time with you tonight." he tells me. "Okay. Just check in with me though." I tell him and he nods. Kissing me goodbye, we head our separate ways.

That night, I pull into the driveway and Juice's bike is in the driveway and the lights are on inside. I had given both guys keys to get in. Walking in, I smell food and walk to the kitchen and see the table is set, candle is lit in the center of the table and Juice is plating food. Lasagna. My favorite. We sit down to eat and talk a little bit and it's really romantic. After dinner, we clean up the kitchen together and I pull him to the bedroom. Laying down, I kiss him and he deepens the kiss. "Love me Juice." I say. We start slowing coming out of our clothes and he enters me slowly. Making love to me nice and slow, whispering how much he loves me. We both reach our release and he pulls me into his side and I say "I love you Juan Carlos." He holds me tighter and says "I love you too Lily Marie."