Fault (Demi Fanfiction)

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 After my mental breakdown, my head was crystal clear. All those 'accident' was not my fault? It was Joe, but why? Joe and Nick are brother, so why would he do all those thing to him. I stood up and wash my face. I thanked Marissa for everything she had done.
School was over and I walk up to Joe. "Joe why?" "What are you talking about?" "Don’t play dumb on me. All those 'accident' wasn't an accident. All those 'accident' was not my fault, but yours," I said as I point my finger on him. He glared at me and yank me down. He drag me to the empty courtyard and push me down. "Tsk... you've finally realize that Demetria. My, my.." I looked at him and stood up 'He become mad,' I thought. "Why," I whispered. He glared at me. "Because you were close to him. I'm his brother, but he care you more than me. So what if I was his adopted brother, he was the family I have left. You and he was always the center of our parents’ eye. I don’t have the power to manipulate the adult, but I could manipulate Nick," he yell. "So did all those horrible things to him because you’re jealous. You’re SICK!!!" But as soon as I release my voice, I felt a pain toward my cheek. I feel down and realize he had punch me. "Ohhh don't play miss innocent Demi. I may be a monster, but I'm not here trying to kill myself," he retorted. "What are you talking about," I slaughter. "Ohhh come on... I know you cut my dear child. Why won't you do me a favor and end yourself already." He smirk and turn back. Before he could walk away I told him that I'm telling Nick the truth. He halted and went down my face. "Ohh Demi Demi Demi... like Nick would ever take your word over me... heck he'll take anyone even a hobo that you Demi. It's rather depressing how easily people mind work. So do me a favor and just end your life today," he said as he kick me down to my stomach countless times. 

My body aches. Every step, every breathe I take, I could feel the pain. Why did he do that? To his own brother. Joe was like an older brother to me, but he was pure evil. A mastermind. I couldn’t take it anymore, I cry hysterically all the way home. I was ecstatic that no one was home. I could not build this feeling, every fibre of me was crumbling down. I wanted control and the only thing I knew to control all the bull.shut I have is to cut. Part of my brain want to stop, but the voice inside my brain said to start. It was my escape plan to erase all the feeling. I went inside my bathroom and took out my razor. Slid by slid. Cut by cut. The rush I feel made me forget. My heart was pumping. Blood in my vein pouring out massively on my precious wrists. Then I felt the dizziness. Mind was screaming and my body was shaking that the next thing I remember was my brother hugging me. Voice was echoing, but nothing I couldn’t understand. “I want to live.”

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I came from home and the house was quite. I was dead tired so I laid down my bed and listen to my music. I was relax, but then I heard huge bang at my sister room. I went inside her room to find it empty, but the washroom door was a bit open. As I enter the washroom, the scene gave me a shock. “Fuc.k Demi!!!” Demi laid down on the floor looking dead as the blood leaks out of her wrist. I took my shirt and place it to her wrist. I put on pressure as tear came down hysterically. “Demz… Sis…. Don’t fu.cking die here.” I use one hand to stop the bleeding, then use the other hand to her neck to feel any pulse on her. I felt relief as I feel her pulse. Pulse pumping, but weak. Then I see my baby sis slowly opening her eyelid. “Z-ac, I wa-nt to liv-e.” “You will. I promise baby sis.” For once in my life, my world was crumbling down. I thought I had a good life, a good family, but seeing my sister like this; I felt the pain. Was I a good brother? Question running to my mind. I don’t know what I’ll do if she is gone. I cry hysterically, but then straighten myself to think straight. As I compose myself, I took out my phone and call 911.