Fault (Demi Fanfiction)

Memory...

 Nick and I was playing at his backyard with his bunny, Oliver. I remember how happy Nick was when his grandmother gave Oliver to him and now that she was gone, Oliver was very precious to him. I like playing with Oliver, we treated the bunny as a baby. I was the mommy and he was the daddy. I always have fun playing with them, then my mother call out for snack time. I pick Oliver and told Nick that I’ll put him inside the cage if he give me his share of his snack. Of course, Nick oblige. I stood up and kiss him on the cheek and headed to Oliver's cage. I put him inside and check if it was properly close then headed to my house. As I walk back, I bumped to Joe. "Joe, you coming. Mommy made us snack," I said with a huge smile. "Ummm... later," he said. I look at him and went our separate way. The next day we wanted to visit Oliver. We walked where his cage was and found the cage open. Oliver was gone. Nick cry hysterically then he looked at me. "Demz.... Cage... close..." He look at him knowing what he mean. 'Demz, you close the cage right... "I did." "Open... gone..." he cried. ‘The cage is open and now he is gone' "I think," I whispered. "You what!!!!" then cried again. By that time, he didn't talk to me for weeks and mourn for the loss of his bunny and it’s all my fault. Neither of them realize the smirk on Joe’s face. 

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We were at the cafeteria with Joe and some of our classmates. We were eating and having a small chat, but I got thirsty. I stood up and ask if anyone wants a drink. They told me what they want and I nodded. "I want one," Nick said with a smile. I didn't need him to say what he want cause I already knew. Joe assist me and got the drink. We gave the drink to them. I handed Nick his favourite Cola. When he open it, the soda burst and the liquid went to his pants. People started to laugh and one boy yelled 'Nick pee his pants' and everyone start laughing harder. Nick look at me and cried. "Cry baby," someone yell. "Nick.. I----" 

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Memory by memory jogged to my head... The time I accidently rip his pants on public... the time I accidently cut his hair... the time I accidently lost his favourite book... The time I broke his toys...so on and so on...

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Then we had a tea party with Joe, Nick and Selena. Selena was a new student in our class and we instantly click. I was proud of my tea party. I made the decoration and the food all by myself. We laugh and joke if the food was edible. I'm a horrible cook, sue me. It was fun until Joe started to choke. It was severe that we needed him to be at the hospital. We were worried, especially Nick. We waited until we found out the result; it was due to the food he ate. There was shrimp inside. Nick look angry at me. "You know he is allergic to shrimp!!! Why did you gave it to him? You almost killed him!!!" "I didn't mean too. I swear there weren't any shrimp," I cried. "Stop that! You've done many mistake and I forgave you, but this. This is low!!!" "But I... But I... Sorry... I didn't mean to..."

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'Killed him... didn't mean to... kill him... didn't mean to...' echo to me....

I jerk up and felt my heart beating rapidly. "Sis, relax it’s all a bad dream," I heard. I look up and saw white ceiling. This wasn't my room, so I look around my surrounding and found ECG machine. Tube was hooked in my arm and nose. I was at the hospital...