anorexia ; kth ♡ jjk

chapter 1

I forgot to mention that this book is dedicated to one of my best friends.
I won't say her name because that's invasion of privacy but she struggled a lot and had an eating issue I won't go farther than that because I'm not even sure I'm allowed to say all of this...
but I love her more than anything and I'm so glad that she's feeling better

anyway if you're reading this..know that you are perfect the way you are and you do not need to be skinnier for anyone (especially a boy if there's one involved).
be yourself and love yourself.

3rd person POV:

everyone loved taehyung.. it was a fact.
taehyung was that one guy that was kind and open to everyone.
he knew everyone and everyone knew him back.

he was good with words, he was good with looks and he was very good with ladies.
he'd always lived this kind of life.
an easy life.
two loving parents and many many friends.

so here taehyung was, scurrying over to his photography class, trying to get past a large crowd of people, blocking the path to the main building entrance.

in a crowd, for example, one could very easily recognize taehyung thanks to his flashy, bright blue hair.

the boy had gone through many color changes before finally settling down to blue. he found that it suited him best and matched very well his bright and joyful personality.

taehyung clung tightly onto his canon camera, gripping on it as hard as he could to prevent anyone from pushing him by accident and breaking the camera.
that would be a
catastrophe.

taehyung was so focused on keeping his camera safe from the crowd, that he didn't notice a small figure dangerously close to him.

before he could look up to see where he was going he bumped into someone causing the small figure in front of him to fall onto the cold, hard cement with a loud thump.

taehyung gasped in surprise at the sudden contact and quickly helped the person up.

it was a boy.
a small boy.

taehyung couldn't see the boy's face because of the bangs that covered his eyes.
he was brushing the dirt off of him when he finally faced taehyung.

taehyung was surprised.
surprised that he'd never seen this boy before.

which was odd to him.
because taehyung knew literally everyone on campus.

the boy bowed swiftly before heading off into the crowd again.

taehyung quickly caught up to him and grabbed his wrist which startled the boy, making him jump.

he slowly turned to face taehyung again.
this time taehyung had the chance to examine him more carefully.

the boy was cute, i give you that.
he wore a large oversized, black sweatshirt and some blue baggy jeans.
he wore the same black converse taehyung had on and wore a choker around his neck.

his face was thin with soft pale pink cheeks, which taehyung immediately found adorable, and he had big doe-like eyes that stared straight at taehyung in confusion.

taehyung quickly let go of the brown haired boy's wrist.

"i'm sorry it's just that- i've never seen you before..." taehyung said slowly.

"so?" the boy said.

"well- i know everyone but-...i don't know you.." taehyung continued as his tone slightly trailed off at the end as he approached jungkook and eyed him curiously all over.

"what's your name?"

"jeon jungkook" he answered dully.

taehyung stuck out his hand for jungkook to shake.

"i'm ta-"

"i know who you are" jungkook interrupted him as his tone rose a bit before diminishing again.. "everyone does" he said this last sentence half whispering.

"o-oh" taehyung let out at the harsh tone that came from the smaller boy's heart-shaped mouth.

"i need to go now.. i have a class" jungkook spoke briefly as he started to walk towards building B which was where taehyung's photography class was situated in.

"wait for me!" taehyung called out to jungkook as he caught up with the boy.

"why would i?" the smaller boy eyed taehyung as if he were crazy.

"well why wouldn't you?" taehyung smiled at jungkook.

the latter shrugged and continued his way to the building.

"and for your information i have a class in the same building as you do" taehyung said to break the silence as he smiled again at the raven haired boy.

the rest of the way there was awkward and silent and for once in his life taehyung couldn't do anything about it.

it annoyed him.

taehyung walked and walked until he arrived to a similar corridor.

he followed in jungkook's steps although knew the way by heart.

it was as if jungkook was leading him right to his...

photography class.

and right as taehyung thought this, jungkook stopped abruptly in front of the photography classroom.

taehyung didn't have time to speak because jungkook had already entered the room and sat down in the middle of a row in the far back.

taehyung quickly made his way towards the smaller boy.

"then- h-how come i don't know you?" taehyung asked in what sounded like confusion and surprise.
taehyung looked completely lost.

"because you've never bothered to"
jungkook said before clearing his throat and looking back at a confused taehyung.

"you didn't know me until know and i was perfectly fine with it- we were completely fine with it. so why don't we both pretend this little meeting never actually occurred and stay out of each other's lives"

"everybody take a seat!" mister mason called out to his students.

taehyung quickly went to take a seat as jungkook's words repeated themselves in his head.

taehyung smiled.
he liked this jungkook guy.
he was mysterious.
and taehyung was bored of his routine of knowing everyone and everyone knowing him.

things were finally going to change for him.

taehyung wanted to get to know jungkook more.
and he was onto something.
something good.