anorexia ; kth ♡ jjk

chapter 4

that morning after, jungkook felt terrible.
he had woken up late and didn't have time to take is morning shower like he always usually does.

his favorite pair of baggy jeans was unluckily in the the washing machine and he was forced to wear a hoodless gray nike sweater instead of his signature black sweatshirt.

he had barely eaten anything over the past two days and his immune system was lacking in every way possible.
lack of sleep
lack of food

and of course lack of life.

jungkook felt empty.
this was normal to him though.
he never felt anything.
he felt as if his life made no sense.. he found it meaningless..

he wakes up every morning with no purpose... he isn't excited to see anyone, or do anything.
the day passes ;
it's monotone.

he then goes home;
it's night once again;
nothing has been fulfilled..
then he goes to bed,
empty.

it's a vicious cycle.
and jungkook can't find the way out.

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taehyung was stressed.
he had been so preoccupied by jungkook lately he completely left painting and drawing on the side.
he had lost his sketchbook .

his wonderful and precious sketchbook.
gone.
he didn't know where it was misplaced or if someone had stolen it but he was stressed and it annoyed him.

he was mad
and found himself blaming everything on one person.
that cold and distant jeon jungkook.

he looked around his surroundings to see if he could spot jungkook, which he seemed to notice more and more in various places he had never seen him before, and found him.
he ran to him and grabbed his wrist while the silhouette turned around in shock.
it wasn't him.

"i'm so sorry, i mistook you for someone else"
he bowed politely and left before the person he had grabbed could say anything else.

"what are you doing?" he heard a small voice from behind.
he jerked his head just to meet eyes with jungkook.

"i was looking for you actually, i-" he started aggressively but he found himself stopping.

he studied in detail the small raven haired male.
he was pale and had dark purple circles under his eyes.. he looked more tired and weeker than usual which upset taehyung for a completely unknown reason.

jungkook was wearing an oversized gray nike sweatshirt and black baggy jeans.
he couldn't be mad at jungkook.
it was impossible for him.
and just at the sight of the fragile boy that stood in front of him, his anger vanished instantly.
the smaller boy started snapping his fingers impatiently to regain taehyung's attention.

"you were saying?"

"why do you always wear oversized clothes?"

"i'm sorry what?"

"i said why do you always wear oversized clothes?"

there was a silence.
jungkook thought.
taehyung waited.

"to hide"