Here I am again being sentimental😔😂
My gosh I cant explain how much I love BTS, words are not enough,really.
Reading those articles and seeing those photos about the BMA's, them winning Top Duo/Top Social Artist and them doing concerts in those big and famous stadiums abroad, Im really proud, so proud of what they are right now. Im in tears rn srsly😭 I know im just fan, but being their fan makes me really proud. I saw how they debut before, the hardships,failures and struggles they've been through. And seeing them right now, the spotlight is on them. Their dreams, they pursuing it step by step. They're being noticed by those big stars in hollywood wanted to have a collab with them. I have this feeling that I wanted to keep them, for ARMY's only. (So selfish) But then I realized, theyre growing up and they're growing bigger. Everyone love them. They deserve it, really deserve those praises and awards they've been reveicing. And I've read some that BTS HAS CHANGED. NO. They're not. Its just that they're just having what they truly deserve, those kind of talents deserve to be known in the whole world. Dont ever think that they've changed, they are the same boys that we knew years before, they are the same boys that we loved all this years and the same boys who had a big dreams. As a fan, our duty is to support and cheer them no matter what. So dont ever doubt the love they're giving us. They always thought about us in every step they take and in every awards they receive. Lets face reality that, our boys is now an International Hit. Lets stand beside them,support,cheer and love them.
I want them to know, eventhough they wont read this, I just want to express how thankful I am to them. They saved me. Im having anxiety and depression this past months, but hearing their songs helped me a lot. I would search for its english lyrics so i will understand the meaning of the song then i will play it numerous times in a day, LOVE MYSELF is really one of my fave. It helped me in a way just by listening to it. I just wanted to say thank you Namjoon,Seokjin,Yoongi,Hoseok,Jimin,Taehyung and Jungkook. Thank you so much, you dont have any idea how much you inspire me, how much you taught me and how much your song saved me. Thank you for teaching me to love myself and thank you for teaching me how to be strong inspite of all the struggles and hardships that may come my way. And honestly, I cant stan a group like how I stan BTS. Yes I listened to other songs too but there is something that BTS have that others dont. And i dont know what it is either. Im just madly,deeply and crazy in love with them,nothing can beat them for me. They're my only 7💜 I love them to the moon and back and back and back and back again. I know for sure, until I got old and have a child on my own, I will never forget them. They're half of my life, a vital part of it. I will always and forever remember them.
As a fan, Im imagining that I am with them. That they're my boyfriends. Hahaha feel me? But i realized, I am just their fangirl, I will never be their girl😔 though I am their forever fangirl❤💜
When can i see you? Eventhough your just as small as an ant. I can take it. Thats my number 1 bucket list. To see you, to watch you live, to shout your names in a big crowd and to be part of that purple ocean😔💜
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