I•LOVE•YOU

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Jonah's POV

"It was about the second week of Zach being in a coma. The doctors said that patients normally wake up from a medically induced coma fairly quick, about a week, maybe a little longer. The doctor said if he doesn't wake up soon, that means something is holding him back from waking up, and we have to pay more so they don't pull the plug. Josh was working so hard at work, so he can keep up with the house bills and saving for the medical bills.

Visiting hours would end soon, and normally I would stay, but I had to go home and sleep because I had school. I would have loved to skip and just stay with Zach, but I couldn't get behind on school. We were graduating soon, and Zach was in all advanced classes, so he would be graduating too. I had talked to our teachers about what had happened, and they said he was just going to do online school, since he was missing so much, we don't know when he'll wake up, and when he does wake up, we might move to Los Angeles to pursue music.

I went home, and took a nice warm shower. I put on some basketball shorts and hopped into bed. I had the same fucking dream I had every night since he was in a coma. It was of Zach and I. Just all of our happy times together. Then it would fade and go to all the bad times. When he got bullied. When I ran and saw him after he got beat up by Jacob and Blake.

I would shoot awake from the sound of my alarm blaring in my ear. I would get up and take a cold shower to wipe the sweat off of me, and to wake me up more. I threw on some jeans and a shirt, and some shoes, walking downstairs and out the door where the boys and Christina are waiting for me in the car.

We got to school, and people just give me a stare and the others a sad look. They all somehow found out about Zach, which crushed me. People acted sorry, or made coma jokes, or just jokes about Zach in general. I really wished I could have punched them in the jaw or stomach but I wouldn't. I was going to be strong, for Zach.

School is was so boring without Zach, the only good thing that came out of those days was that the boys and I came up with was some lyrics for some songs, but we could never finish them because we felt as if we were missing something. Someone. We were missing Zach.

Months passed, and no signs of Zach waking up could be seen, now or in the near future. I grew up going to church, but once I came out I did not want to go back because there was people there who were super religious and did not like the fact I was gay. But in that time of Zach being in the coma, I prayed everyday when I was in his hospital room.

I prayed to God that he will wake up. That he will remember me, and his dad, and the boys and Chrissy. I prayed that he will still be him and not let this, or his mother and her boyfriend's words get to him. I prayed that he will remember how many people he has supporting him. I pray that he will remember that I love him no matter what.

Months and months pass, and my baby is still away. The boys and I graduated in a few days with Christina, and we are all not happy that we are doing it without Zach.

I fell slowly into depression not being able to hold him, or love him, or know that he can hear me say how much I miss him and want him to be there with me when I graduate, when we were supposed to graduate. I had anxiety everyday, that something would happen and he would die, and I would not be able to say "I love you" one last time, that he could hear. Or give him one last kiss, and feel his soft lips kiss me back. I had anxiety that if he did wake up he would forget me. He would forget that I love him. He would forget that I love to hold him, and I love when he is sassy. With him being in a coma I couldn't think straight. I had to retake my tests because my teachers knew that I couldn't operate without him. He was my world, and I couldn't hold my world in my arms until he woke up, if he woke up.

After a year, I was sitting in his hospital room, and I had this feeling that he could hear me. I started to kiss his hand and silently pray he would wake up. When he did, I honestly could not think straight. I thought it was one of my dreams where I was holding my baby and everything was normal. When he woke up I wanted to break down, but I was as strong as I could be in that situation.

I will always be here for you Zach and I promise that. In sickness and in health forever. I love you and I don't want to lose you. If we were to ever need a break, which I hope we won't, I would wait forever for you.

I love you Zachary Dean Herron." I said as I finished the last of my vows / message for Zach as we stand at the altar on our wedding day. Zach already said his, so I was already in tears. But more rushed down my face as I said mine.

"I love you too Jo" He said rubbing his thumb over the back of my hand.

We finish the rest of the ceremony, and lean in for our kiss. I feel his soft lips against mine. He pulls away first, as we hear our family and friends clap and cheer.

"You will never lose me. Until death do we part" Zach says kissing me one last time before we walk down the aisle smiling at our friends and family.

A/n: That's the end! I hope you all enjoyed this book, and check out my other wdw book. I'm working on some new ones so look out for those.

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