Allay Thy Ecstasy

Chapter3

JANE'S POV

I have been thinking about what Lilly said yesterday. Perhaps I really have to get out of my shell. I just have to build a bridge over my troubles and walk over them. I mean it has been 4 years.

For the past week I have been dreaming about Ivan and I's past relationship. And I might say, deep down I really miss him even though what he did to me was stupid.

I woke up to a silent and lonely bed. Today I wasn't planning to go to work, I just want to stay at home for the weekend and just be me.

Its 09:47 and Lilly hasn't barged into my room. She usually just comes screaming my name, just to wake me up. Typical best friend.

I just buried myself under my pillow, after some seconds my morning breath unburied me. I forgot to brush my teeth yesterday before I went to sleep. With a sigh I just get off the bed.

Looking down to find where I put my shoes I see that I was wearing socks, so I just get off the bed straight to my bathroom. Opening almost all the drawers in front of me just to find my toothpaste and toothbrush.

I stood there for a few minutes trying to remember where I put them. Closing my eyes and taking a deep breath. When I exhaled I quickly opened my eyes because to my own breath.

Damn....

I looked down on the sink and that's where my toothbrush and toothpaste were. With a smirk on my face I picked them up, put some toothpaste on my toothbrush and brushed my teeth.

Now I can exhale and inhale as much breath as I want.....

Looking at my messed up bed, I just told myself that I will do it later.
Getting out of my room, motioning to the stairs I smelled beacon. I started to run downstairs without a care that I might fall.

We talking about beacon right now....

As soon as I ran down the stairs, I stop at my track, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath, maybe this is a dream.

' This is not happening, this not happening. They aren't here, this just a dream. Just wake up Jane and they will be gone .' Convincing myself that this is really not happening. I mean what is he doing here. Doesn't he know that I hate him?

Taking another deep like a very deep breath. Now opening my eyes, he is still there seating on my sofa.

Jaden.

I never in a million years thought that Jaden would come unannounced. I mean what is he doing here?

"Jane!" Lilly said as she ran and hugged me. "Please don't be mad at me, but I kind of invited Jaden over for breakfast and perhaps lunch." After she said those last words she closed her eyes so tight hoping that I will not shout or punch her.

"Why!..." Calming myself I took Lilly to the side then continued, "Why would you do that Lilly?"

"I didn't think it over, sorry Jane."

Taking a deep breath. I just noticed something about me, I love taking deep breaths.

"Okay fine, you must make sure they leave after lunch. I will be in my room waiting for them to leave." When I was about to turn around and walk away a man's voice stopped me.