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Emilys pov

As soon as me and shawn got back from Bali we were met with a busy schedule. Shawn had to be at the studio most days as he had to finish his new song . I had meetings with new companies that wanted to work with me. Overall it was a busy month, me and shawn barley spent time together. We would rarely be in the same country but even if we were, I would be asleep when he came home from the studio or I would be at events when he was free. We couldn't do this for much longer .

I had just packed my bags because a company I had recently started working with was sending me, Liv and some other influencers to Fiji.

Shawn just got back from the studio. Just like the last few months the playful smile isn't on his lips. I give him a small smile, "can i speak to you." He nods his head and makes his way next to me on the couch. "I think we need a break" I couldn't make eye contact with him because i knew i'd burst into tears. "Is this my fault?" His voice broke mid sentence, and I knew he was about to cry too. I immediately turn my head to face him "none of this is your fault okay. We're just too busy. Maybe we can try this again when we're less busy." Tears were streaming down both of our faces, he rubs the tears that fell down my cheek with his thumb. "Finish the new song, I bet it's gonna be amazing." I finally get Up from the couch my suitcase in hand. As i'm about to open the door of the condo shawn says "I love you." I can almost feel my heart break but i know that this is what's best for both of us. "I'll always love you"