I watched her trying to make sense of everything myself. "Listen!" I yelled over her. She stopped and looked up at me not saying a word. "I FUCKED UP" I said snapping. "I was messed up about us. Me, and you. I didn't know what I was doing or where I was going to go in life without you. Like we first met you were just my fan Brooke, that's it and now I can't picture a day without you. When we stopped talking I thought that was it. I knew you werent coming back. One night I got drunk. I had a few friends over and she came. She listened to me cry about you. She listened to me talk for hours about how I wanted you and then In a vulnerable state I slept with her. I thought she genuinely cared. She said that we wouldn't tell anyone but you and she didn't want to lose me as a friend. I know i sound stupid but I did not wanna lose anyone else at that point. Then.. you came back.. everything moved so quickly and ..before I could tell you.. we were engaged and happy, I didn't wanna fuck that up and yet I did and I'm sorry" I said with a tear slipping out my eye. I know I've lost her. Again. She looked down and I saw tears fall. "stop doing this to me" she said crying. "stop fucking hurting me and taking it back just to do it again, stop" she said crying. I pulled her to my chest. "I'm so sorry" I said. I didn't cheat I just didn't speak up. I should've. I know.
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The Business Arrangement
RandomWhen Brooklyn Simo'ne is presented with the idea of pretending to be Chris Browns girlfriend she's shocked. She finds herself falling for him but he's still in his single ways forgetting they have to keep up the image. Their friendship is torn apart...
